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Healing for my Wounds
Well...Its just been hectic. Went to Luke's funeral yesterday. God it was so hard. I couldnt stop crying. It was horrible. We didnt go to the cemetary afterwards for some reason. Maybe they were going to creamate him. Im not sure. But that had to be one of the most hellish days of my life aside from the day when i went to school and everyone was finding out about his death. I was signed up to work yesterday but i had to take it off. I was in so state to work. But i did have to work today. It wasnt too bad. Im starting to move on though. Realizing that theres nothing you can do about it except go on with your life and think of the good times that I had with him. He was so smart and intelligent. Gave me some good advice. Humorous and everything. Why do all these events have to come in a row though. I guess I am going through all this to get it out of the way. So maybe i get to be happy now maybe? Or maybe more crap like this. I dont think i can take much more of it though. Too much s**t going on. I need to be happy again. Im tired of being depressed all the time.<3
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