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The Complete Version of Chapter 1
Chapter I
Many people die every year, some by natural causes, some by accidents, some by murder. I have seen all of these things before in my life, but I never thought that it was such a big deal. At least not until now. My hands are covered with bloodstains that will never wash away. I’ve killed so many people that I can’t even remember their faces of my targets anymore. I really wish I could take back what I’ve been doing my whole life. I’ve hurt so many people that it is impossible for me to say sorry to each and every one of them. As I hurt those many people I ended up in the end hurting myself. How have I done this? I’m a dog on a leash obeying the commands of my master. I am a mercenary, an assassin, a murderer. At least that is what some would call me. I never knew that I would feel pain when I think about death or kill anyone, but all it took was one person to make myself realize what I’ve been doing throughout my whole life. What evil I’ve been causing to others. I wish I could take it all back, but how can I wish for the impossible? I even wish that I could just die to end this sadness that has been with me for so long, but mostly to be with him. I want to see him so bad, I want him to embrace me in his gentle arms again, his kiss, and his gentle touch when he held my hand, but I know that he wouldn’t want that. I know that he wants me to be happy to feel the emotions of life to live. I know that he doesn’t want me to die just so he and could be together forever. I know that he wishes for the good in my life and to live life filled with so many things, but why do I feel to empty? I guess this emptiness started when I was really young, when my parents died. I remember that I was only two when my parents were murdered right in front of my eyes. As young as I was at the time I still remember everything like seeing a clear picture on a television. Even though both my parents were murdered in front of me, I didn’t know what happening. For all I knew they were both lying on the floor sleeping in a pool of red water. I remember seeing a man dressed in nothing but black with his back turned to me and a shiny dagger covered in blood in his hand. After a while he turned around to face me. I remember those cold dark eyes and his dark hair; I remember that he was really young, and most of all I remember how his face looked as he held the dagger, which was completely covered in blood, over my head. I didn’t know what was going on or what would happen next. Next thing I knew the man put the dagger away, and he took my hand and lead me out of the house. When we got outside there was a small black car outside in which he put me inside in the back and drove away from the building. It was a long drive and I didn’t know where we were going. I remember how the quiet the drive was and how every once in a while I would make a small noise. The ride seemed to take hours, but how would I know how long it would’ve been I was only two. Soon the car came to a stop and the man got out of the got out of the car while taking me with him. We were in front of a building, which seemed to look brand new, in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by pine trees. Then man began to pull me as he walked toward the building, as we walked toward the building the man started to peel his face in order to reveal a face behind the one he had. As he did this he began to pull out a card from his jacket in order to get it ready for use. As he kept pulling me I began to say, “ Mommy…………. Daddy!?” only to be ignored by the man who was pulling me to the building. When we got inside the building he swiped the card in a certain area and took me to an elevator. As the elevator went up I noticed a weird mark around his neck, which was something that I didn’t find out until I was much older though. The elevator soon stopped and he pulled me into a room that was down the hall from the elevator. The room was dark and you could hardly see anyone except a few of the people that were the in the big desk, or at least it was only because I was young that the room seemed do dark. The room was filled with middle age men, and when the strange man entered the room with me the men in the room seemed to be disturbed, as if we disrupted a very important meeting that they were having right before we came. When they saw the strange man who was holding me hand they seemed to gape at what he brought into the room, me. "What is this thing doing here?" said the eldest looking man in the group. "She is the daughter of the corrupt senator that you assigned me to kill, sir." said the man who was holding my hand. "Why did you bring his daughter? Why didn't you kill her with her own filthy blood? Don't you see if she lives she may turn out to be corrupt like her own father, maybe even worse than her own father." said a man to the right. "Sir I brought her back with me because I thought that we as an organization can you her for assassinations in the future. We can train her and use her as a weapon, Especially since she is still pretty young." said the man holding my hand. "This thing is too old to be starting training. It knows how to walk already, probably for more than a year. It-" another man on the right said. "Enough! I understand the situation and the request that you are asking for. You want us to keep this thing and train it to become an assassin.....?" the eldest man said. "Affirmative, since it is a female it will be able to get information easier and is less likely to be a suspect of any crimes. Unlike the men in the past, sir, who ended up committing suicide in order to keep the organization a secret, sir." " I see then I will allow you to take it to the training camps, along with the others, but do not forget that the real trial will begin in the future. When it is sent to the island. Remember what has happened to the past females that have been sent to the island................. they never came back. So if you get your hopes go wrong do not get upset, but if she does live through it I wonder what will happen when she find out what you did to her parents. Understand, Leon?” “Affirmative, Sir.” Leon then took my hand and left the room, but ever since that day, my life, my will, my freedom was taken away and my whole life was planned for being an assassin. Even though I remember everything I never understood everything that was said that day until I was much older, and there were parts that seemed to be in a huge blur. I always do wonder what would have happened to me if none of this ever happened. Will I be in college going to college parties every weekend? Would I have been a doctor? A powerful political person? Head of a huge company? Who knows, but one thing was only certain from this, and that was my life as an assassin has finally begun, and there will be no way of escaping it.
AJ_anime-fan · Tue Jul 10, 2007 @ 12:55am · 1 Comments |
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