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heart thank u for the pain u caused heart

i've loved and lost the pain u have caused
the reality set in and now all i have r those memories
that suck cause it was all pain
so get out of my ******** head stop telling me those lies
cause i have seen the truth and its not u
all the things u did why should i love u
all u did was put pain in my heart and turn it black
i thought i knew love til i met him he has shown me love ..u kno real love
not the fake s**t u call love with al the lies
he knos love and he loves me with his life
he lives and breathes for me some thing u could never do
im soo ******** tired of u and ur ******** up world
and i dont want to be in it any more
he has set me free and thats all i ever wanted
til i met him u had me kept in ur world
to where i wanted to die i cut to relieve the pain u will never kno
or understand the scared u have caused me to inflick on myself
never agian i dont love u i dont think i ever really did
so dont come to me with ur s**t i dont want u and dont u lie to me agian
cause i have him i have found true love and i never want to let go
why dont u just go get ur self another slut cause im not urs and never will be agian

baby u r the one u have brought me into the light and shown me the way
i love u with my life ,and u r my life u have taken the pain and suffering off
my heart and thrown it back at him and to u i am forever greatful
and i will always love u the most and i will stay by ur side til the day i die all
i can do is hope u will love me and stay with me .........................................