I was glad to hear that my sister was willing to donate bone marrow and blood, and I've noticed that she's been changing a lot. Maybe its because the weight of the whole family secret has been let go that has been off her shoulders like it has off mine, or maybe its growing up. I've also noticed that she's been taking better care of herself, she's loosing weight, and she'd decided that in a few years she's going to get surgery for breast reduction since they've been becoming too much of a pain. I guess its because she's growing up. Almost 19, already.
My mom has been, although only a little bit, changing too. We've both been talking more than before, and we've become closer. It feels weird, but nice at the same time to know that we can both trust each other. :3 She's been working harder, too, since she really wants to speak better English.
For me, I've been through ups and downs, although I think I've changed for the better. I've made so many new friends these past months, online and offline, and of course, lost some awesome people too, so that makes me feel alittle stronger. I've also tried to not be so lazy and procrastinating, so I've set a plan to eat healthier, and be more fit. I've been running a mile a day lately! : D I've studied much more too, and I've become more open about the things I like. Im not really embarrassed and afraid of what people may think as much as I was before.
Appart from that,
I've been dreaming alot about my friends lately. Mostly Diana. ._.
Diana was pretty much my sister since 5th grade, and near the middle of 7th grade, the friendship kinda died. It's sad, really. ;_; I've been wanting to talk to her alot lately, since I've been dreaming so much of all the fun we used to have together, but it feels like there's some kind of hatewave or whatever between us, so Im kinda shy to do anything at all. I guess I'll just let time tell. Maybe things will change once its high school, although it might not work so, since both her and I have changed. @_@
Speaking of Highschool, Im excited! : D Thousands of new people to meeet, and being shoved into trashcans, and and and learning new things, its like, love!
Art wise, for my life, its been improving alot. I feel like my art's getting better, although maybe not enough for the change to be noticed by other people.
kinda like this, or this
and now
ANIMUH EXPOO yeeeeh : D
This year i went cosplaying Mikuru, and wandered around with Sess and Ginny, who ended up not being as horrible as both Sess and I thought she'd be. Sess was kinda embarrassed, walking around with me in a waitress costume, then watching me dance and make a fool of myself.
On friday I stood for like 6 hours in the registration/preregistration/badgepickup line, and got a horriblehorrible sunburn while sess was sleeping on the plane on the way to California. After getting the badge and holder, I ran to meet up with the group that had formed on Cosplay.com to practice for the Official bandai Hare Hare Yukai contest. Sess got to the convention center sometime around that time, and i got myself lost for about an hour trying to find him. After finding him and Ginny, we ran to the Hyatt to practice with the group (i miss kyon, anatta, and everyone else already!).
On Saturday, we were a bit late to the contest, since there was such a huge line x_o so we got there after they were deciding on the winners, but they let us dance anyways. We didnt win, since we were late, but the participation price was nice enough, since our group WAS randomly chosen out of thousands @_@
after that there was the gathering:
http://www.gaiaonline.com/gaia/redirect.php?r=http://www.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D2FZuMaTztpc
I was interviewed by the AX staff also. o.o they put this weird reflective thing next to me, so i couldnt see and kept making faces.
Which is probably why it didnt end up on the AX website.
THE REST OF THE DAYS WERE JUST LAZY DAAYSS.
i bought like, 200 bucks of stuff, the best things beingg:
ichigo mashimaro beach set 8D
20 bucks D:
and
Hikaru from peace@pieces
40 bucks. : D
making my figure collection (on my drawer, anyways)
: D
i also got 70cm loose socks, and a nodding thing, some gum, markers, etc etc.
Monday night I stayed with Sess, his mom, Ginny, and ginny's mom at their hotel (I HAD TO SLEEP IN THE CLOSET. D: but sess tried to fit in the closet so he could sleep with me, so its okay although it was really uncomfortable since 2 people in a closet dont fit. : D) and went to disneyland the next day. We had fun and all and then sess and i took a nap and i left. D:
It was nice seeing sess again. This time he wasnt as shy as when he went to my house. x_o
APPART FROM ALL THAAAT
WE GOT NEW CARZ
MERCEDES(Z?) SMART FORTWOYEAAH : DD its so cute and tiny and it makes me feel like a famous person in it since it attracts so much attention. my dad brought it from mexico for my sister : DDD
and a new jeep liberty, but in red.
and the house got amazingly changed inside. new flooring, remodeling some rooms, new furniture, etc.
I guess there's really not much else I wanted to say. Sorry for not writing in such a long time, although I wrote a huge entry once and my computer died before i could post it. @_@
i'll try to update more often. im off to the arcade noww~~
