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Mah kitteh, Tiger!
Oh goshers...this week was paradise considering I slept in till 7:20 every morning. surprised I had sooo much morning time, it was amazing. I could listen to music, read, watch tv..go outside and breathe in that good ol' mornin air....*ahh* so lovely. I absolutely thrive on the sun..yesterday it was pretty hot...the sun was shining, everything was this beautiful golden tint, and the sky was the richest color of blue I have seen in a really long time. I love going into the backyard and sitting in the grass. Around now it's sleek and soft, cool yet slightly warm and cushy. I can lay down over it and feel the wind, listen to the giant tree swaying....and then get the occasional spider on my face....or pine needle...at least it doesn't hurt my eye so bad if it just bounces off my contact lens. stressed
Lotsa new things have been going on around the house, life has treated me fairly and I can't complain. To be honest, I'm spoiled. blaugh I passed all my classes from last quarter with flying colors...all S's...I've never been so focused and sucessful, so full of drive and fight and competetive vigor. I'm gonna keep at it, specially in math. I've developed a terrible desire to do my best..and I'm lovin' it. blaugh biggrin
I saw my grandma from Guatemala, my Aunt, my Uncle and Cousin....today, over the net with webcams. It was pretty cool. It's been forever since I've seen em..my granny has more white hair then last time I saw her. xd It was weird too....they honestly think I look a ton like my mom when she was younger....it feels weird being compared to everyone...people at school who know my brother say I look like him, people at Newport always say I'm Kimberly's twin, and people at special occasions and all or family, or my parents friends say I look like my mom. I think the only thing I've inherited from my dad is hair color....mines starting to turn like his. xd Cept I've got these crazy red and orange highlights...plus a few blonde hairs..I am sometimes convinced my mom is secretly blonde..she can be so silly. xd she can be the wisest person I know one minute, and a total goofball, kid the next.
I'm donating blood tommorow morning...and I'm scared, yet..not. I don't think it's quite sunk in..( ha..ha....not funny) that I'm gonna get a needle jabbed into my vein...the last time I got a needle in me was like, four years ago. My mom was really worried about my health because I was like, depressed and withdrawn..and to be honest, I'm glad she got worried..I was a wreck. Either way, I went to the hospital and I got sent into this room where this snappy middle-aged asian lady had me sit down in this cushy, stinky brown chair that was cold. She came at me without a word, pulled my arm up and jabbed the needle in. The pain stunned me, and so did the feeling of my skin like..ripping...gosh, it was terrible....I wasn't ready at all and it hurt like mad after. gonk crying But no! Tommorow I will go happily, I've always wanted to donate blood and I'm ready to do it. I just hope it goes to good use. 3nodding blaugh I'll be brave, It's in my heart to do this, and I'm gonna.
Tyler has been the greatest part of my life for more than a year. I'm so incredibly greatful for all the time I have had to be with him. Every day has been fascinating and hilarious. Theres so much I wanna do with him, I'm dying to be close. whee I've never been so understood, so cared for...so loved! It's the most fulfilling, and sometimes scary feeling. I pray to god I'll be good enough for such an amazing person...nothing makes me happier then knowing he is happy. He's so smart...and helpful, and patient...everyone could take a few lessons from him! He's a living dream! It's been awesome hearing about his baseball stuff...some frickin day I'm gonna see him play...seriously....theres just so much I gotta do!
Yep, I would write more..but I am boring.
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Oh....yeah.....my eyes are itchy...and my insides still hurt a tad, and I'm tired. blaugh biggrin
I love ya Tyler! heart biggrin
TheTyro · Sat Apr 30, 2005 @ 06:15am · 0 Comments |
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