This song means a lot to me. I really love it...
If you all read my last entry....Neal was my stepfather....he passed away 18 years ago at the end of the month....I have my last memory of him still in my head.
Quote:
Me: I love you Neal....I will see you when you leave here.
Neal: I love you Ashley....I promise I will hold you when I get out of here.
Neal: I love you Ashley....I promise I will hold you when I get out of here.
This song reminds me of my stepfather. My brother was only 1 when his father passed on. sweatdrop Im sitting here looking at a photo of my stepfather right now crying....I miss him so much.
Adoption Agency
Im sorry Ms. Henderson....but the adoption was stopped due to your husband passing away.
That is what the people told my mom after my stepfather passed away. My biological father signed away his parental rights to me and my twin sister before we were born. When Neal found out....he wanted to adopt us. He couldn't fullfill that because of his passing.
Now I know this is the second entry about my stepfather....but this really helps me out. I feel like this world has no hope....but I listen to this song and smile knowing that Neal is always with me....I just wish I could show his pic.....He is still a great man in my eyes and I will miss him....18 years with out my stepdad in my life.......he was the only man I would ever call father...the only man I would ever call dad. I think....I know he is happy for me....
I am now scared...for my mother. She is getting worse...last night was one reason why I am so scared. My mom had another mini stroke last night. Just keep her in your thoughts.
Im done ranting and raving now.....Thanks for listening.
Ashley
