Stay Or Leave?
Well today was yet another fight in my house...Yay....6th on this week. It's quite sad. I'm getting closer to that point where I'll go ******** insane and just pa..nt my room red. I'm so fustrated with my whole family that .. want to just scream at them all and stab them. Sad isn't it? I think I'm going to divorce my family and never come back. Make my life easier. I hope. Some days I wish I just killed myself a long time ago and got it over and done with. I finally clued into why people, especially guys, think I'm pretty when I cry it's like the only time I show emotions aside from anger, fustration, saddness and neutral expressions and emotions. Somedays I wish I could just close my eyes and wake up somewhere else. Thank the goddess I only have one more year left of high school then I'm gone and I am never comming back. Now this brings me to my question...Do I stay here or do I leave now?
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