But in the end it doesn't even matter. I studied my a** off to pass and I still failed. My friends helped and the teachers helped a little. All of that work for nothing.... wait not nothing but more work! My senior year I will have to have two science and two math....and if they let me. I can't stand how people look at me. I feel bad enough but they give me those looks. I can't even describe them! Good thing is my parents are separating finally. I bit late? Hell yes!!! Currently living with my brother and sister with my neice in a two person apartment. We are stuck in here like Mexicans...no offense. I am just so sick of trying SO hard for nothing! I already felt bad looking well now I feel stupid. I know I am.....people try to reassure me that I am not, but when they talk to me it's as if I am a child again. I am always talked down to like some loathsome creature. I do have a few friends who actually talk to me and try to hang out with me. To them I give them thanks and my love..... That's all I have to say for right now. Bye. . .
Vaxshin · Sat Jul 21, 2007 @ 09:29pm · 1 Comments |