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well its back to the way it always is... My mom just cant keep her cool. she has to drink and yell and hit us. I wish there where something I could do about it. once I'm 18 I am moving out and only calling on holidays.... I dont know what my siblings are going to do with out me. I take it all to protest them I cry when they get touched I cant stand it I get so angry theres nothing more I can do. I just do know.. oh and I'm grounded again but thats my own fault. I just hate life so much it hurts to live like this. I want my dad to bad that bastered left me again... I dislike ray more then anything right now.. why did he go and malest me.. thats why my mother hates me... because i stoll her husban... ya right like I wanteed him to do that to me...ug I dislike this feeling so much why must human emotion be so harmful why must it be such a strong feeling perhaps even stronger then love is hate.. yet I cant bring myself to hate him nor anyone for that mater.... welp Blessed be for now *huggs to all*

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