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I hate being depress around people who care about me some times but they care and want 2 take care of me but I just push them away from me crying .ever since my aunt died 3 years ago, I could never sleep any more baut if I sleep it's as long as 3hours only. The snow reminds me of her, I love her very much but after she past away I could never think for the fun stuff we did together. I don't like being with a lot of people and don't take about my family that much but I can type it on there. I have a boy friend who I love heart and can not really tell him how I feel about him redface . but we have a lot of things incommen with each other.I hope this year every thing goes okay and don't any thing stupid that I would hate my self. sweatdrop