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Guzzling it down like an alcoholic beverage.
Covering up the existence of a bandage.
I don't ever want to show any proof
of me missing what's left of you.
Smiling, but not ever forgetting
the pain I'll never be forgiving.
Wondering why I even care
that the trust was never there.
Push me softly over the edge.
Keep the truth you never said.
Stab me sweetly with the lies
that I can see behind your eyes.
I'm not stupid; I made a mistake.
There's no end to what I can take.
Though no one could've know what's true,
I can't believe I ever allowed myself to trust you