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So I'm all ******** sleeping, totally in dream land, when I hear this ugly voice screaming my name. I quickly wake up, run to the stairs, and my mom starts screaming at me telling me she's going to break the 'stupid computer' and all this other stuff. I was like "Well I was asleep I didn't even hear you" She doesn't care. So anyways she throws all my laundry up the stairs, makes me pick it all up, and then I run back up here to my room and put it all up. While me on my way up here, she's screaming "You better ******** have that room clean there better not be s**t up there on the floor" while my room is freakin' clean right now! 'Cause I was cleaning it earlier, besides it wasn't even that messy to begin with.

So now I can't even go to sleep without worrying she'll come up the stairs and kick my a** for not wakeing up or something.

Then she wonders why 'I hate her' or at least that's what SHE says. Well hullo she's GOING to end up making it true if she keeps being the most ******** bitchiest person I've ever met, which she is.

She's never gonna stop, she's the one who hates me even though she says she doesn't. I wish I was never adopted, maybe at least I'd be dead or something.

And watch it'll be worse in the summer since I'll have absolutely nothing to do, so I'll be up here all day, and she'll yell at me every night, until she finally pops my head open, then I'll go crazy, then she'll die, I'll go to jail, I'll end up killing myself there, and then I'll go to hellifthereisone.

I seriously would love to die that way. Me being a murderer then suicide. -evil look on face- Maybe I'm just phsyco.