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Journal of a b***h
For a lover and just plain curious people.
Who am I? [song]
Who am I?
That's what I wonder every day
Who are you?
Who am I to ask when I don't know who I am?
Is it then, that's why I can't remember names
Because I know that I'm not me
And I don't know who I am
Am I myself?

When I'm alone, the best I'd do is curl up and cry
When I'm alone, the wish for deaths' there too
So I guess I'm never alone
There's always one old friend

There's a pain inside that's aching to bubble up
And I've put it in a bottle with the stopper on
And I know that the bottle will soon be popped
And where will it pour
When will my blood be shed
Where will it pour
Will I do something that I regret already

I am scared of walking up and down the stairs
I am scared of mosquito's in my hair
I am scared of my mother, sister and stepfather
I am scared of life...

I am scared of little babies bawling, crooning, playing
I am scared of what tomorrow will bring me
I am scared that I will end my own life
I am scared, because there's people I would kill
I'm scared, because I've got access to a gun that's real

When I'm alone, the best I'd do is curl up and cry
When I'm alone, the wish for deaths' there too
So I guess I'm never alone
There's always one old friend
The one who's gonna make me a murderer

Who am I?
I'm a person who's sorry
A person who thanks you all
Who am I?
I'm a person who's dying with each minute that passes
Who am I?
I'm the girl who loved you
The girl who'd give everything
Who am I?
Who am I?





 
 
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