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This was written by my sis Tsunami_kit. It pretty much sums up how we've both felt for 3 years about our deceased family members. It hurts me to read it and think about it, but it also helps alot to. Hope you like it.


Broken Promises

You promised you'd always be there
Yet you left when you were needed the most
Why did you make us promises you couldn't keep

I cry and search endlessly trying to find
The missing parts of my heart that you took with you
I sit in darkness everyday now
Wishing I could have kept my promises to you

You left without saying goodbye and
I wonder if you knew you were leaving
But smiling at me anyway to make me happy

I hate myself for not coming back sooner
For breaking my last promise to you
For not caring enough
My heart still breaks a little more each day

I hate you for leaving but
I really don't I'm just angry
Were you angry at me?
So many unanswered questions that will never be