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I have been thinking a lot lately... About the past... about the present... about what the future may hold...

I had always held onto a vague, dying hope that a relationship could work out over a distance... Over the summer, I realized that such a relationship could not exist if you could not truly trust the one you are trying to hold on to... If you do not understand, then I will just plain say it: I broke up with Jenna. Who knows how long this message may stand on my profile space... I may change it soon to something different, maybe something actually about me... Anyway... For now, I am just saying that I broke up with Jenna, and although you may criticize me... or call me a hypocrite.. I have once again fallen for someone that is a distance away from me... though this is different... I'm not quite sure what may come of this... But All I know is that I love her, and, using my knowledge from my previous relationship, be sure that she knows that she can trust me. I will never lie to her. I will never cheat on her. I will not seek out other relationships. I will not flirt around as I used to do (though seriously, not like that ever got me anywhere XD). I will not do anything that may sting/tamper with/hurt/kill out relationship. I will not go to prom with anyone, unless she flies out to go with me. I will not kiss/make out ******** another girl. I will not hurt her. The only thing I will do is remain loyal to the one I love. She is the one I love, and no matter what anyone says... I will always love her. That is all.