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well it went like this, i had to wake up at like 8am go head to the ranch(another group home) and then i had to sit there for 3 hours till 130 just to go to some fair that i didnt want to go to and then i found myself just standing there till like 10:30 but at 5 we were going to leave but nooo they abandon me, and of chorse it just had to rain to make it so ******** cold and when i get cold i get really realy ******** scared so now i'm scared as hell sitting in the rain till 10:30 at nite and then my mp3 died on the way home, and now imma going to have to cut myself and drink my blood to get rid of my thoughts to killing myself away, and im still scared as hell