Right now I totally think it's my menstrual self talking. I am completely on my period and I feel horrible. I went to bed at like.. 3:30 or 4:00? in the morning and woke up and 6 or 7... are you ******** stupid maria?! yes i am.
Today's talk will be on why I'm so mad at myself at the moment.
I'm tired of trying to be happy. I know I shouldn't be mad or think about things that make me mad or sad but that's hard to do. I find myself thinking that there are more sad things in life than there are little happy ones.
I try to find a happiness inside of people but that always seems to turn out like trash.
Ever loved someone but could stop loving them despite that fact that you're with someone else?
I'm thinking too much of not just my problems, but other's.
I'm tired about that clear fact that everytime I write a journal entry or something that sort, it's always morbid or somber. Teenager hormons suck...
Everything bites a**...
Mari Lambo · Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 12:41pm · 0 Comments |