I was looking through my old journal entries and I hated them. They're so ******** emo. I think I almost barfed an orange.
Looking through my entries, I saw some stuff and I came to realization. I'm still very distrusting of others. What I believed then is the same as now. I still don't think he has ever loved me and that makes me sad. Kinda. I remember what he said before. "You're not my whole world. You're my girlfriend on here but not in the real world." Idk if that was worded out right or wrong but that was definitely wrong. I'm over everything about him because he's just another one of my great loser friends; great in the good way. My toes hurt. I want to talk to people.
I'm ghey.
 Mari Lambo · Mon Apr 27, 2009 @ 10:09pm · 0 Comments |
