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there are times where i never feel loved and were i feel ignored and unwanted. were im never talked to, some people ignore me on days i try to feel happy. its like im stuck in a hole and everytime someone turns there back on me i feel that hole is geeting deeper or that i die a little inside, and no one cares to help me out of it. this make me feel unloved by everyone just ignoring me. im hopeing that someone will be careing enough to at least try to help me out of this darkness. my heart has been broken many times cause im too shy and i dont talk enough but every guy ive been with has either wanted me just so they wouldnt be so bored or they just want to use me like a tool... so im guessing that im still unloved to this day by everyone that says they care.... the reason i wrote this is cause i still feel out of it today...