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okay at school on firday i was sad i think it's because i started my pm bu tit's a lie all my friend are dating somone and it feel like it's V-day all over the place : oh i love you no i love you more don't get me wrong i'm all for there happiness but i hate then they ask me to go with them to places when i know i'll be in the way so i say no know there mad at me becausde i don't hang out with them but thet all have gf and i don'tg want to watch mark make out it look so nasty so now i'm hanging with my best friend jj and she being all lovely dovely with monkey and it's making me so sad and all and i don't know why but there just not thinking that oh maybe we shoud stop but know they keep actging so nasty geez but it's okay my great grand mother told me one day: child you will not find love love is a lie and all you do is find some one to take care of you and give him childen love is for fool's : and now i still believe it because all my so call bf but one were so mean and just wanted sex my last was different he cared and all but he was to good for me and i have other resson why but i don't know them really and it werid and all but what ever bye
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