She awoke. Sweat running down her pale face. Her eyes wide, her mouth dry, she stared blankly at the ceiling. She couldn't breathe. She began crying uncontrolabley. She held herself. Her hair fell into her face he continued crying. Soon her mother came int the room to see if she was alright.
"Kitten!"She held her in her amrs."I know hunny. I know..."She continued crying soon her mother began crying as well and all they did that day was sit there crying holding one another. Cring in her bed not sure if it was day or night. They just continued crying. Soon they fell asleep laying on the bed.
The next morning she awoke again from the same nightmare then she held onto her mother and then stood blankly aimlessly. She walked into the kitchen. She wasn't exactly sure why. Her body was moving on it's own. She stoped in front of the knives and took one out from it's holder. She stood there holding it for a moment it was a large very sharp knife. She put her fingure to the tip and accentally priced her fingure. It began to bleed instantly. She stared at the blood for a long moment. Then began sucking on it. She then set the knife back.
"Why do I even begin thinking like that?"She said to herself as she walked forward. "I know Mommy needs me..." She paused for a moment. "But so did Daddy and Grandma..."She fell to her knees for a moment as if the weight of the universe just jumped onto her. She slowly began to stand then took off running to her room."Mommy I have to go to school today." She said bluntly.
"I don't think that would be a good idea hunny."She said concerned.
"Mommy I need to. Please!" She begged for a moment.
"I don't know..."
"MOMMY! PLEASE!" She yelled and begged finally let her go.
(random story I shall continue it soon...)
 xXxSpiderGirlxXx · Sun Sep 02, 2007 @ 05:21am · 0 Comments |
