I don't know what exactly to do anymore. So many things are bringing me down. So many things are making me mad. I try to ignore it but I can't anymore. Nothing is okay for me anymore. I hate this school. I hate this city. I hate this state. I hate almost everything. What worries me the most is that there's so many things that I want right now yet I cannot have with me. I'm about to explode with sadness. I don't know what to do anymore. Nothing great in my life other than one guy. I love him. I can't believe that people that I'm in school with don't believe me. They think I'm lying. I know I'm not. Not with everything I'm thinking. It's all so wrong. So many people worry about me. They act like they care but they actually don't. I'm gonna stop now. I'm trying not to get mad or sad now.
num1hpfan · Thu Sep 13, 2007 @ 06:29pm · 0 Comments |