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Man i hate humanity... Wait i've got a reason this time. I'm searching for a CBR program no need to go into detail as to what it is or why i was searching for it but i came across a site that i thought offered hope and sure enuff theres a link to what i've already found no biggy right it's dated may of 06 or somthing like that i look over at the updated head lines for today.. Gotta keep current right? well top news headlines for that site are something along the lines of :

"Today's Most Popular:

* Warcraft 3 No CD Hack (898 )
* Man Commits Suicide With Homemade Guillotine (835)
* World's Tallest Woman (655)
* World of Warcraft: Turtle Mounts and More! (459)"

well maybe there's still hope for us what were the top searchs?:

"Today's Incoming Searches:

* guillotine suicide (271)
* U Tube Girls (61)
* suicide by
guillotine (60)
* rebuild of
evangelion torrent (52)
* suicide guillotine (52)
* homemade guillotine (49)
* home made guillotine (40)
* warcraft 3 no cd (36)
* www.google.map.com (36)
* dota characters (30)"

Nope no hope left.... not an ounce of dignity in that damn bucket...

I have come to hate how people flock to death like starved vultures or somthing. I dunno maybe i'm just pissed because i've got what seems to be the worst heart burn i've ever had... maybe but the same thing happened when Steve Erwin died all the top searches and posts on EVERY single site "Steve Erwin death video" ******** that i don't wanna see some one die.. there's enough death in my world without me having to look for it... i dunno maybe i'm old fashoned maybe the internets just not the place for me... i dunno ...

What is it that causes this voyeristic urge to watch people in their final most intamate moment That should be Between them and their god alone? and you know what's sick about it? I feel that tug. For the first four or five hours after i found out Steve Erwin died I searched for videos with my litlle brother behind me pushing me onward. For the next five or six hours i sat at my comp defeated in not being able to find a video, and resorted to making funny stingray signatures about him. Looking back i honestly regret ever second of that day.

"We all feed on tragedy
It's like blood to a vampire" Vicarious - tool-10,000 days

i lost the page so i look again and let the page finish loading and i see hope...

"Today's Most Popular:

* Warcraft 3 No CD Hack (898 )
* Man Commits Suicide With Homemade Guillotine (835)
* World's Tallest Woman (655)
* World of Warcraft: Turtle Mounts and More! (459)
* Defense of the Ancients (DotA) Allstars Items and Recipes (439)
* Random Baby Kittens (426)
* Google Maps API (365)
* World's Tallest Bridges (362)
* World's Tallest Man (333)
* Internet is for Porn WoW Video (328 )
* Spider-Man 3 - The Black Suit! (326)
* World's Largest Pig - Hogzilla II (325)
* Digital Comics Unleashed (CBR/CBZ) (248 )
* Google Spreadsheets Sneak Peek (244)
* World's Ugliest Dog (231)"

Random baby kittens may be the ONLY thing standing between me and utter destruction of the internets... Bless you random baby kittens bless you all...

i'm done bitching thanks for curing my heart burn...