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Well, life has just taken a steaming crap on me! Shot down by another girl that could've had me. She already had my heart. But she has found another guy! Why can't any f-ing girl see that I'm an awesome guy? What is there f-ing problem? I would treat them as queens, instead of tramps! But do they fall for me? NO! Why can't any girl fall in love with me? Is it because I actually think women are a blessing for the man they're with? Do I treat them too nicely?

I have tried too many times, and failed every time. I want to just give up hope and let myself wither away. There is not a woman out there that could truely love me. What purpose is a life that can not be shared with a companion by your side? Why must I walk this long path alone? I know only one person will probably read this, you know who you are, so I know this goes out into the empty reaches of the internet, as empty and cold as my heart lies now. I pray, that someday, a spark will warm this arctic hole in my chest, and maybe I will love again.