Omg today felt like it was never going to end. xp I really destest days like these. Plus, I still feel like crap so it just made everything ohsomuch better. *rolls eyes sarcastically.** I guess the only good part about today was getting my math test back to find that I had got a 98 on it. (Pretty damn good for a girl who was just meeting the 86 requirement for last years math class. mad D ) Other than that today was just....crappy.
I dunno what I think about here anymore. I actually almost started crying in school today. (And for those of you who know me well, I dont cry easily. You could pop out my eyeball and I'd probably laugh.) I miss everyone so much. All the kids in this school know each other and have been together since kindergarten. How do you fit in with a group that's so tight with one another? You really can't. You can try; but it'll never be the same. I miss my friends the most out of anything and I miss my school. I know I said I like the smaller school but I can lie too, ya know. Everyone's nice here but...I dunno. I just dont fit in. I fit in better as a nobody in Bspa then I do as a "new girl" here in Argiggle. Ridiculous, I know but I really miss being that girl. I would give up this life and go back to live with my dad for the rest of my life if it just meant I could be near my friends again. I really would. Cuz that pain was so much better than this lonliness. cry
I dunno what I think about here anymore. I actually almost started crying in school today. (And for those of you who know me well, I dont cry easily. You could pop out my eyeball and I'd probably laugh.) I miss everyone so much. All the kids in this school know each other and have been together since kindergarten. How do you fit in with a group that's so tight with one another? You really can't. You can try; but it'll never be the same. I miss my friends the most out of anything and I miss my school. I know I said I like the smaller school but I can lie too, ya know. Everyone's nice here but...I dunno. I just dont fit in. I fit in better as a nobody in Bspa then I do as a "new girl" here in Argiggle. Ridiculous, I know but I really miss being that girl. I would give up this life and go back to live with my dad for the rest of my life if it just meant I could be near my friends again. I really would. Cuz that pain was so much better than this lonliness. cry
