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How could I have not seen.
How you lied without no meaning.
How the broken heart showed no pain or dismount,
Only a spot never to be filled.

How you say you never opened up.
Truth is you opened up to me.
How you said trust was dishonesty.
Why did you trust me?

Our first phone call.
So never to lend a pen.
Happy inside, but nervous alright.
You called me every night- even if you were grounded.
You never to a fall.
How you're love was true.
Wanted to know...

How our first holding hand's,
Only one friend saw...
You never cared at all.
You were nervous,
And gripped my hand.

The kisse's and hug's
Meant nothing anymore.
How I washed upon shore,
And broken down inside even more.
How it was a regret...
Of you to choose.

You bragged about taking me on a date.
One I dearly hate.
We waited 'til it was a good chance.
To actually relink again.

Our field trip together,
You wanted to sit next to me so badly,
Just hold my hand.
Oh how so fair you hurt me.

You advised to lishen to THE USED!
Now when I hear 'em,
All I think about- is you.
How our best day's together were all smile's and flirt's.

Then our date came along.
Knowing we weren't alone-
But with you're friend and mine,
Who had evetally dated.
How the memory I regret...
All the sweet thing's lie's.

Our last week together,
Knowing it wouldn't last.
You had alway's said you'd purpose to me at age 18,
You'd drop out, and become a father...
That dream never really did come true.
Oh how I wanted it to.

The biggest arguement over the phone.
Time to end the silly word game again.
I found by you're friend you had cheated on me over the weekend.
Oh how my heart could bend.
How long would I have to see you again.
How you guy's flirted,
And Iknew.
Oh how she loved you.

In the end my heart was bent,
And you would regret I bet.
How it roe me down, and
Left me down.
How my heart mended again.
And so our lie's would end.

Our first and last I love you's.
Oh how I dreaded seeing you're face.
Knwoing you treated me rude this year,
Was you regretted not seeing me being there,
Laughing at you're stupid joke's and action's.
How I know now is I won't I love. you.

How in the end al I have,
Is thing's to remember you with.
How I regret it when I hear our song.
THE BIRD AND THE WORM!
I regret the chocie's I made, and you
Eventally will fade.
Far away from memory.

This letter is to you,
To be shredded again.
And rewritten again.
This letter is to anyone...
Who break's and die's.
Who obvisously need's a life.