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Just when it seemed everything was perfect,
My world turned upside down.
I wish you all would just go away,
Letting my silent scream go unnoticed
And having the pain rush through painlessly.
The ghost of pain,
The ghost of suffering.
I'm trapped within myself,
clawing at the shadow walls of my soul,
wishing you were here,
to guide me through this icy hell.
I feel the pain rushing through me
but then again, the pain really wasn't there,
leaving only the empty lonliness behind.
my conscience won't even come near me,
nonetheless even speak to me anymore.
Without even the voice of reason there to guide me,
what can I do within this prison?
always running through this maze
with all its twists and turns,
forevermore getting lost without you.
why don't you hear me?
where have you gone?
I cannot even feel you anymore.
yet, at the same time,
I sense a whisper of your presence.
Adding a tiny flicker of hope in my pathetic world.
why won't you come near me?
don't you love me anymore?
This icy hell is growing colder and colder
as you creep farther and farther away from me.
until I die from the coldness you left me with,
leaving me with nothing but the pain of losing someone dear to me.