If you didn't know or not, uh I dating some girls at the same time. Two girls who both stole my heart and I gave mine back. They did not know I was with other too at the time we're dating. I did not wish to cause any harm or trouble but give my heart for them. My love, my kindness, my patience, my....everything.
But sadly my plan backfired. The thing was I met one of the girls first, and had a feeling that they said I might be their bf, but completely ingore me later. So without thinking I found another one. They were both sweet, innocene, kind, fun-loving girls. I knew I could not have them both without not telling them or one of them to leave. So I said nothing and live great recently. My time with both of the girls was great. Lots of fun, great moments, romanitic moments that I would never forget. This happiness that I had obtain was strip away from me within a blink in a eye. One of the girls friends found out about our relationship and wanted to test me. I failed.....with that done she found out about my other gf and her and the two girls I love had a talk with each other.
So with them in one nite, they both left me. I know longer have the title to them bf. I have become lower than scum, in my eyes. One of the girls has forgiven me, but onyl wants to be friends. The other is still angry about the whole, so I don't get any messages back.
But from the bottom of my heart.....I love you both. Princess Akura and Cutie Kitty, I'm so sorry for what I've done. I wish I could fix my mistake but cannot. Just please, forgive this scum of the eart, who stole yr hearts and probably crush them. But no matter what i love you both. I wish I could have had both of you, but the law of nature one man, one girl. I guess I got greedy, I guess I'm the worst man ever.
For those who are reading this, I am going to change my ways. I promise to be a better man, a better person than I am now.
For Princess Akura and Cutie Kitty........I love you, I wish to be friends, and hope we can start over.
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