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It's been two years since I've seen you--three, was it?
Just because the world's fallen down to hate doesn't mean anything, does it?
When you look around to say you're sorry
I'm not even there anymore

Somethings you just can't ignore--
sometimes it's best 'cuz there's more of the world
then just this empty place which makes me feel
like everything's not becoming something real

Can you give up at least for a moment?
Just to listen to my half of the story
I guess it's all coming down to you
but how are going to react?

You wish it never came down to this,
turned around and said, "What're we coming to?"
But I just smiled and cried inside myself
because I really don't know either

But is that much to give up too?
Everything we cared about, that alright with you?
I'm tired of fighting, tired of waiting for you to say,
say something or another, although I know what it'll be anyway

They say something's in life are harder than you take,
but is going through this the hardest it is to break?
Oh god what did I do wrong?
To deserve a fate such as my own

Filled with loneliness that you'll never see
a bet you'll never notice the other side of me
that behind this smile, has no one noticed?
That on the other side is a broken heart, know it

Caught your glance at a hatred persepective
Now that it shows me I'd rather now have just left it;
I guess all we became is a hollow door, now isn't it?
Turn around and just leave me alone

Sometimes I'd rather be left all cold
then have that aching pain inside me grow
waiting for an answer that I know for sure
will make me rue even speaking to you

So find someone else to blame
to you it's just a big messed up game
but to me I'll tell you something--
it's a whole lot more than nothing

Don't you call my name, I'm already gone
and instead of the ground I'll stare at the sky
and smile for once--a meaningful smile
I mean it, I truely do, there's no one else I'd love to be with
then you.