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I had the strangest dream last night!!!! I can't believe how worked up I got about it, it was just a dream but I swear my emotion just make it seem so real I completely felt
the rush through my body I swear if I would've looked in a mirror at that time I would have been able to see how red I was!!! It was so real and yet impossible because it was just to weird, *laughs* I can't believe I even woke up hyperventilating and trying to remember every image of the dream it's just that insane (well for me anyway) I actually felt it and the feelings from my dreaming were the only thing left in my body
and the amazing thing is that the dream wasn't really exaggerating or huge and extravagant , but it did what it did so I'll tell you what was.

In my dream we were in the gym (by we I mean my friends at school) and they were putting in music there, (and "they" are teachers) everyone was there to have some fun, I of course being foolish and impulsive like I am just started dancing random things because I thought it would be funny, so thats what I did, while my friends joined in and acted foolish with me. I was really getting bored and then I saw him (Him is this guy that I like) I really wanted to go over to him, because he and his friends just stared at us girls being stupid and chatting within themselves so I walked over to him and asked him to dance with me. Of course it was nothing serious he was having fun because he also entered our random dancing frenzy,
but I did feel my heart pounding when I was near him (while I slept too)
well as we danced we got closer to were his friend were they stared and grinned
I really didn't know what was so funny I was having to much fun, he then held me closer I could see in his face that he was enjoying himself as well, but as soon as we got closer to his buddies, we tripped and he caught our fall by resting his hand on the wall and holding me by the waste so I wouldn't fall. I was a bit surprised I wanted to push him away because my head and my hands rested on his chest and I could feel his grip tightened as he held me by my waste, I could feel myself just want to push away from him even more, but I wanted to be close to him, so I was contemplating that to myself while his friends gathered up a bit around us, I did slightly push away,
but I didn't want him to let go, and make him think I didn't want him close. So just when his friends started teasing, he straightened up and gently let me go when he was sure I could stand up right, I could see that if his friends teased him he'd try to avoid me and I was having so much fun with him too, so I pulled him away from them, and decided to dance with him somewhere farther. From there things happen a little fast. After that he did once more hold me as we danced, and that was a bit more then I wanted because there was to many eyes disturbing the peace of my thoughts, he probably felt the same after a little while and we moved somewhere else just to stand around and think, but as we guessed we wouldn't be alone people came around and started teasing saying stuff like (if I can remember exactly what they said) "ooh~ You 2 like each other", "Izzy likes him", "he likes her" (they actually said he's name but I won't mention it) and it was a lot of people that we mostly were acquaintance with not really close like friends, they were pretty much crowding him and I didn't like that so I impulsively without thinking came to his rescue, because I didn't think he was really good with words so I told them "I like someone so you guys can just back off because he doesn't need you guys bugging him and I'll tell this person that I like them when I think I'm ready and there ready" It was funny though because I had glomped him from the back and had an arm around his shoulder and as for the people around they did back off a bit, actually thinking that it was another guy that I liked, but what I didn't expect was what he said next
"I have someone I like... and when I think that this person on my back is ready I'll tell her..." at that moment my mind was blank, and the only thought was "Did I hear him right?" I was in shock I could not believe what I was hearing what in the world is he saying, he turned to look at me, I caught his eyes and stared at them, and small smiled was on my face now I was extremely glad and surprised by what I heard.
He then slowly came in towards me. I started feeling myself hyperventilate but he still kissed my gently over my lips (it was not a disgusting kiss like exaggeratively dramatic like they do in movies) it was a kiss on the lips that made my heart beat even faster All I could do was let myself be taken in and let it happen.
We suddenly were surprised because we both had gotten in trouble with the teacher for doing that in school in front of them so we ended up in I.S.S (or detention or whatever you want to call it) but we didn't let it trouble us, he rested his head on his desk and smiled at me I did the same and smiled back at him.
I then woke up really surprised trying to steady my breathing and calm down, I wish I hadn't woken up when I did but I had so it didn't matter.

Out of all the dream I've had with him this one beats them all. It's the one were me and him had ever been so close, it's makes me feel like actually telling him my own confession just to get it over with.


And that is the end of my dream I decided to call "confession"

which wasn't the original title I wanted to give it whcih was called "the kiss" but I didn't for 2 reasons:
1. It grasped to much attention
2. There is a reason for why that kissed happened, it just would've been to corny to call it that anyway