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im not happy today. nope, not at all. i really, really miss my bri. she's been on, yes, but not when im on. omg, i hope she's not mad at me. and if she is, then for what? could i have done something wrong, that a gf isnt supposed to do, online? she cant be busy with college, at least she never was before we started dating. is it me?and if it is, what did i do? i havent talked to her for a while, she hasnt answered my pms, im... sad. im afraid that she's finally left me for good, and i now have an empty future. i feel so worthless, so... totally and infinitally alone. i am alone. but, no! i cant be, bri and i promised that we'd never leave each other. but i havent talked to her in a few days, she's been on, but not when i am, and hasnt answered my messages. i miss my love.

today i got my hair colored and my eyebrows waxed. it hurt, but now, it's not so bad. and my hair looks so cool, lots of ppl noticed. it's really cool, and it has earned me the new nickname, pj- short for peanut-butter and jelly. and it so looks like it too! my hair looks like the swirled pb&j you can get in the stores, in that little glass jar at like weremart, walmart, or almost any place that sells food. it's really neat, and i can no longer see my own eyebrows. like i said, it hurt, but now it's unnoiceable. at least until someone says something about it. then it is, and it's still really neat. and that's all for today!