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why am i put into this world? Is there no meaning for me to be here?Because all i see is me failing life as we know it. Giving up stuff i love and not caring as much as i did before...is there a reason for this?On sunny bright days i would run outside and enjoy it as much as i can, but no i would stay inside and not talk to anyone and just complain. everything i love is leaving me because i am changing into something that is overtaking me. A dark shadow hiding my true feelings has now overcome my old self pulling me deeper into the dark i have ignored all this time. Causing more sorrow to hide and making the shadow bigger, the sun becoming to bright for the new me to come out for it being pulled in the darkness in there for so long i can not get used to the light. Seeing the things i cared most leaving because i am being pulled away of happiness that i onced had. The shadows of sorrow replacing it with an empty heart of no emotion. Worrying the people who cared for me are seeing this and lost causing sorrow in them also because of the change that happened to you for they have the feeling that it was there fault.


In the meentime.....life is great, happiness is all around you no worries.But behind you is your shadow hiding all the emotions you do not want others to see, waiting there for their time to come and overcome you with your hidden self. Hoping that day would never come.(another hidden emotion to keep around and grow in your shadow.)