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sometimes I wonder if my life is no more than a joke....

I wonder if the people in it are really there and not just figments of my imagination due to my own loneliness...

I wonder why my friends are never there... why it seems like everyone just drifts away.... it's almost like a bad dream I can only escape by dreaming....

It's been a while since I've been truly happy... and what is life worth if you aren't even happy.... you could be the riches man on earth... most successful woman alive... the most influential person ever.... but what's the point if you don't feel happiness... something that's long eluded you since childhood days...