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Woot..You get to hear about my weekend so far..Ok..So starting at least Thursday Okami had planned to go to Dibbz this Saturday for the lockin..So I got hyped and dicided to go..and I told her I wanted to come too..Ok.So we were supposed to go today from 11pmto 10am..So I called her this mornin and asked her her plans for today..and what did she say....I'm not sure really...I mean hello..I understand if your parents decide to not take you..But..Come on..For like a whole week she had planned on going..and she was supposed to start work today..and did she..No!..I mean come on Okami..

So now I became sad..Because I really wanted to go..But she wasn't sure if she was or wasn't going to the lockin so I still had a chance to hang with her on the weekend..So my mom, sis and me went to the store to buy my sis a backpack..Then we went to go eat..So before we get out food Okami calls..And I was so excited because I had been waiting all day to hear from her(This mornin she went to go get her school books, and her phone from schol because she got sick in the middle of a fild trip and had to go to the hosipital..anyway..) So I had waited all day and she calls before we get our food..And I go outside ..And were talkin and she says she is gonna go to the movies with Nick..I was a little shocked..Because ..I mean comeon..She delays so much s**t...Anway..I ask her if she is goin to the lockin and she said no..So I'm like thinkin '********!' and so I asked her when she was leavin and she said they were on the road right then and it is an hour drive there..

So now I'm irritated. And I don't like Nick..because he puts Okami through pain..And he doesn't even know it...I mean..If only he could see how much he hurts her on the inside..She really likes him..And he doesn't really like her..

For me it is just heart shattering to see and hear her like that..I mean..Nick is cool and all, but...Just the way she is when things go wrong..It..It makes me want to hurt him..SO BAD...She was nervous...She said she always is around him...

This is one of the things that pain me....(Okami)...Makes me fall to tears....(Her fate not in my hands)...Shatters and breaks me...(When she is unhappy cause she can't talk to him)