Hiya peoples of whom who reads my journal entries, which seems to be hardly anyone. Oh well. If you read it, enjoy, it is merely a reflection or update of my odd life. Ok , maybe not that odd, but still.It is just a reflection , so do not worry. I'm just giving you guys something that will tell you what is going on with my life.
So, lets see, school is becoming very stressful. So many essays to do, and due so close to one another.It is just frustrating, not to mention I have to deal with problems from others. They pop up everywhere. I just have to do really well this semester or something. I have to get honours so that it looks good on my college applications. Yes, I'm nearing the time where I actually go to college. Not excited. I'm sort of not really excited about college life and then life working. It...just doesn't seem fun.But I guess I have to face it no matter what. Just, in the words of Peter Pan, I don't want to grow up....
Sadly, I know that can't come true. Ok, lets set aside the bad things and speak about the good things. Now, Christmas is in a month and a bit, so I have to start shopping. I know what I am getting one of my friends. But I have everyone else to think about. Like my parents, my school friends, and most important, my love. Yes, I know most of them will say don't get me anything, but that is not stopping me , no matter what >.>;; Especially my love. I have no idea what to get him and he constantly tells me nothing. But he should know by now I don't take no easily. Hehe. So yeah, if you have any ideas that could help me, please leave a comment or PM me.
Hehe, now to speak about my love. I'm so happy with him and he is always on my mind. I'm sad that he is not here or I'm not there with him, just holding one another. It sucks majorly. Some times, I have restless nights, because I think of him constantly. Missing his kisses, his warm arms around me, all that. I miss it. But somehow, I manage. When I need someone, like I'm going through a rough time, he is the first to be there, and eases me greatly. I love him very dearly. I'm so thankful to have him in my life.
Give a congrats to Kingdom Hearts roleplay for on November 10th , it shall be celebrating it's 2 year anniversary. Yes, two years! Probably the longest running KH rp thread ever on Gaia. Certainly, I am very proud. Still, we roleplay on it, and still is fun ^^ Sadly, not as many people are on as before, but it does not matter. As long as people are still there and roleplaying, it shall last ^^
About myself, I'm pretty good. Happy at most. I'm becoming a little more social with things, and reconnecting with old friends. I'm speaking with them more and having fun. Sadly, there are some things that dismay me. One, is school.Obviously, the stress is getting to me and it is not pleasant. Not to mention crude comments I hear about myself. Some good , some unpleasant. I shouldn't let it get to me, but at times it just frustrates me and saddens me a little. Oh well ^^ Lets see, yearbook is fine, but honestly, I'm hating my co-editor. She is such a b***h and tries to take full control but I can't let her.It just can't happen......She is going to be editor next year so come on, let me ******** handle this on my ******** own. -sighs- Oh well. On a different thing, I just sometimes hate looking in the mirror at myself, how kind of big I am. Thighs, stomach, yeah. I just wonder if that is pretty. If I'm actually healthy. I have been eating healthier, but still. I just don't know. My love says I'm the most beautiful girl in the world, which warms my heart. I wonder if I am pretty. I shouldn't make any big deal about it. Appearances aren't everything...
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