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Okay, let me tell you a bit about myself, shall I?
The reason I have decided to keep a journal is because I am currently so overwhelmed with my thoughts and emotions that they are stumbling into one another and causes my weakened brain to be addled.
And also because of all this drama in my life. Ugh.
Oh, and one more thing. I am gay, so this may contain some disturbing or dramatic subjects, so if you don't like it, either leave, or read on and flame me. Either way, I wouldn't really care.
ONWARDS WITH THE DRAMATiC ENTRY!
My lover, Sax, currently has another boyfriend, Eto. He has been seeing Eto for quite a while. I think they have been on for about 4 months. We started liking each other for about...two months onto their relationship. (Eto was an ex of mine. We broke up because of my lies. He is truly the beacon of Honesty, and so expected me to be the same. I clearly didn't. But they were small lies.)
You may be wondering how small "Small" is. Small ex: I lied about my pictures, claiming them to be mine. But he did the exact same lie, stealing them from another person and claiming them to be his. And yet, he still clings to the fact I made that lie. Whatever.
Anyways...
So, Sax and Eto claim themelves to be soulmates for each other, and yet, how can one call themselves a soul mate of the other if said person loved another?
The 'another' being me.
Guess who the culprit is?
Yep, Sax.
So, shows how much he really loves Eto, eh? Willing to cheat on him with me, Eto's despised ex. Eto wishes me dead, but hey, doesn't mean it's going to happen anytime soon.
Okay, so I tried to kill myself over this. I couldn't handle all the lies, all the deceit...
Yes, I know, plenty of drama to be a soap opera.
But anyways, yeah, it's life, ya know?
One big heaping pile of drama.
More later,
-Nik.
 Sexar · Mon Nov 05, 2007 @ 10:47pm · 3 Comments |
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