Okay I realized that I hadn't written a journal entry in a very long time so I thought I write something that really made me think about life.
It was just a normal day at school, nothing special. I was leaving to go to my car when I realized that there was extremely long line of traffic, which was somewhat abnormal. Then I realized there had been an accident! So I quickly ran up to the sidewalk where a small group of people were standing. I saw there was a two car collision, nothing to bad but it looked slightly gruesome.
I saw a kid with, perhaps was his dad, standing close to one of the cars. Then I realized I knew the kid. He was a polite mentally challenged kid that was in my homeroom last year. I saw what he was anxious about. It looked like his mom was still in the drivers seat, but she appeared either stuck or unconcious! The poor guy looked so worried like he didn't know what to do! His dad took him to the sidewalk parallel to mine.
By this time my heart was pounding, I don't know why but that has been happening lately whenever I get worried or scared. Then the police came so I decided not to be in the way and let them carry out their work.
I called my mom to tell her that I would have to take the long way home and that there was an accident. She told me to be safe and that she felt bad for whoever it was.
I finally got inside my car and put my bag away, then I sat down. For some reason I couldn't start the car. I started to tear up. It took me evrything I had, so that I woudn't cry. I remembered how the poor guy would get picked on because he was nice and didn't know what was going on. He seemed lonely but he always had a smile.
In the end I got home without problem and carried out the rest of my day like normal.
But now that I am writitng this I continue to feel sad. What if it were a friend of mine, an enemy, or someone I had known in an accident. I wouldn't know what to do.
I dedicate this journal entry to the lonely, the heartbroken, the sad, friends old and new, and to those who have lost someone dear to them in the past.
To all who took their time to read this,
Thank you. heart
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But in the end is right....
^^! Wow, lovely journal entrey. I know how you feel, that would've bothered me to. I rembmber one time when I was looking people randomly up on here ,it made me sad when I read that someone's boyfriend had killed himself. The wirdest part about it was that it had happend just a week, or a few day's before I read about it.
It made me think, really, here I was at that momment, just going about my life normaly, and here someone was going though something horribale. It's so important to apprecaite life, and not leave off on a bad note with someone. You never know what could happend to them.
Then just last night I was looking random cosplay stuff up on the froums, and came across someone who had very nice cosplay pic's. So, I clicked on there profile, and saw that there sister had died, it was very sad.
Life's just too short and unprdictable sometimes. You never know what it has in store for you.There/here's something that can bring some confort to those people, well maybe, at lest now those people aren't in pain any more and are now in a better place. You'll always have memeries of all the good times they had with them. Also, there always have memories of all the good times they had with you as well.
It may, and mostly will, take time to get over things like this, but it'll pass. It's a shame really, we ask "Why must bad things happend to good people?" There's a reason for everything, I say. It might not make sense at that moment, but, there was a reason for it.
Sorry this is such a long response, I just wanted to brefly share this all with you. Here are some vid's that kinda go with the whole thing, in a way. The one I told you about, thought I'd post it here for ya. The other one, well, as I was writting this, the song just keept going though my head.
http://www.lyrics.com/lyric.php?id=16081
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwrbs34dHRU