In two words a could sum up everything that's happening in my life. F*cked. Up. I totally had the most rollercoaster day of emotions today ever! whee
I miss everyone at home! and it's hard talking to them about anything now... so i hardly ever talk to anyone I might be moving from where i am now to somewhere else, leaving my job and probably losing the net for a while cry I'm not emo, this is just venting... sorta sweatdrop
Since everything has become really bad, i'm stressing again and it's not good for my heart. Although it's hard to not stress when theres tention that thick you could slice it with a butterknife xp
A few days ago a recieved my wallscroll of Gundam Seed's Kira and Athrun, which almost made me burst into tears... it's been a year since i really talked proply to my bestfriendforever... that's since she told me she never wanted to see, talk to me again cry evil I was thinking about visiting her before or after christmas... if i went down there this year, since i heard that she now wants to see me.
I'm a forgive and forget kind of person but it kinda hurts to think she would do that in the first place, y'know? confused
Anyway, I might just chill on the thought of visiting my loved ones and leave the confusing people to think about me twisted nah... playing Kingdom Hearts 2 sounds better... i'm trying to figure out how to unlock all the other worlds, might take me a while. I'm thick in the head sweatdrop Later!
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Heirra's pink-midnight journal
You know~ journal stuff.
Don't you ever write stuff for others to read? Or to express yourself?.. But Mostly this thing is a reminder to myself about certain things.
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