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well, my computer died on me.. its just screwed up big time.. im stuck using the "family computer" so i dont have 24/7 access to it...

i miss talking to my friends, it hurts so damn much being cut off from everyone i know, to me its like losing loved ones.. im completely numb and empty.. i feel like i have no emotions anymore...

my computer should be picked up monday, i hope it can be fixed, cause if it cant.. im pretty much screwed...

figures, it happens just a day after i get dragonball z budokai tenkaichi 3.. one small good thing happens to me, and then something bad happens a thousand-fold.. i hate life.

i try to be as good a person as i can possibly be, but s**t like this always happens.. im beginning to wonder if god hates me.. wouldnt surprise me at all.