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i got a really good deal on some "stuff" and now i'm selling it for a good profit. this is some good "stuff" the kinda "stuff" i used to do but i don't think billie would be happy if i did so i don't (even though i was seriously gonna cuz i was stressed) but i don't wanna screw thing up with her. things are going real slow like our physical relationship only cuz its still a big deal to her but it's probably good to keep things slow i think moving too fast will ruin the relationship. im going to the cabin with her and her family this weekend it should be fun. o and last saturday i went to a family party and all her female relative think i look good and she got all protective. it was funny. o and her aunt let us have some liquor. not alot T-T but some. but on the side news....my best friend for 6 years is moving..nick....he's been expelled from school but they let him back in and he's staying untill he has his surgery. nick is my best friend no doubt we've stuck through some tough times and he's been there for me when i was most vulnerable he's would die protecting me and i'd do the same for him. i will really misas him and i know that ill see him again. its better for him to start over somewhere else his dads getting outta jail and he needs a fresh start. i'm gonna start saving up money to go on a road trip either next year or my senior year. i'll drive over to spokane to get him and then we'll go get james and freakin party alot. i don't want to lose them as friends i wanna keep our bond even if we live miles away. i know i till have vichar, j.c. and philip but nick was the glue he brought us together and kept us together......i hope he makes a better life for himself because a guy like nick deserves better......