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Some one put a gun to my head!
Take me out of my misery...
Just leave me ******** dead!!!
For I've been a fool,
I abused my time,
I'm in jail and now I am paying for my crime.
I have twenty minutes before lock down,
And all I could think about,
Are bullets and shotguns,
I'm running out of options,
Failure is near,
There are so many questions!
To which the answers are clear...
Clear to those who haven't been ignorant bastards,
Those who weren't lazy and worked much faster,
I don't wanna hear,
How easy it was,
I don't wanna hear,
So just put a bullet through my mouth.
I'll bite it,
I'll devour it slowly,
Let the lead poison me,
My dying ain't holy,
But damn is it painful as hell,
If only you could feel the blow dealt!
I really, I coulda stopped it,
But no I had to be defiant!
Or maybe I was just tired?
I was a fool to think I shouldn't work hard,
And now the prison lights,
Have all shut off,
My cell is empty and hollow.
I can no longer hear,
I can no longer feel,
So bang! Final the bullet's through me!!!