I'm thinking about how gay my school has turned. Like really, I have to start with another language for 2 years (If you want to think about it..I'd have 4 years of 3 different languages...) But I'm either going to press for Indepentant German II, or Japanese I and II for the next 2 years. I'm leaning towards Japanese cause even though I think it will be a challenge, I'd have a teacher right in the room, and I could possibly go in for help or (not to depend on you guys) try to get some help from Lisha and Trina (Most likely Lisha, cause she is the one that wants to do something with Japanese =D) Well, I'll see if they will let me take it...
What in the hell were they thinking about when they told Mr. Hall that he couldn't have his class (which he himself pays for, and takes his own free time to do) I don't blame him for quitting. And the thing that pisses me off is the fact that they aren't replacing any of the teachers leaving (Mr. Hall, Mr. Hoffman- retiring, and Mr. Peachy (sp?)- becoming Vice Principal) That is so gay. I feel bad for all the teachers that have to make up for the missing teachers.
Also another school matter that pisses me off, other than the no German thing, is the uniform thing. One year to straighten up. So we are going to have uniforms my senior year. I hope we get cute skirts (most likely they are going to be so hidious that I want to move just so I don't have to wear them) I know that I'm so going to making it shorter just to piss off the teachers. What in the hell are they thinking? We already have enough sexual harassment in this school! I mean like the guys flip up girls skirts (when they wear them) or look up them. This is just asking for trouble. Can't they EVER think about what hell they are going to put the girls through? Oh yeah, I forgot, the people in charge of this are guys, no wonder. Do they get a thrill out of seeing school girl outfits? Aww gross....I'm starting to make myself sick thinking like that.
I hope that Adam rots in hell. He is such an *sshole. I really don't care about how much trouble he is in with his mom. He deserves what ever is coming at him. Grr.
I <3 Bob to pieces. I really don't know what I would do without him. He is evil (=P) and sweet at the same time. Only God knows how much I love him.
Please save me! I have to go to girl's camp tomorrow and be a leader. But I really don't want to go! I guess that I really have no choice in the matter....but then again..I never did have a choice. ::mutters about how evil my mom is:: At least I get to hang out with my friends that are from different towns that I love to pieces. Mainly Tylee. And just so you know Tylee, I defended you all the way when Adam was dissing you. I am still mad about that. He was talking about breaking you in half, which made me angry and sad. But I was like, you even go near her and I'll break you. It really makes me sad to think about what all has happened lately. I remember when me, Adam, and Tylee were really close and joking around. It hurts me to know that he would be happy to see me dead basically, and Tylee too. I think that my relationship with Tylee is going down the drain too. Its gonna kill me when she moves. Just knowing that I'm losing one of my friends (or Sister from Trek) makes me really sad. She has helped me through a few problems, given me reasons not to do certain things, and I've in return have helped her out. I'm really am going to miss her.
Why are some of my friendships just not working? Like me and Dustin. We email each other every once in awhile, but we just don't talk the way we used to. I remember late night calls with him, and carefree hours spend on randomness. We used to finish off each others sentences, but now we have no clue on what each other is speaking about. He is one of my oldest friends. I don't want to lose him either. It hurts, because he is changing soo much, and I know that I protected him from everyone 6th and 7th grade. I just see him going downhill, and I'm not there for him, and he won't let me in for him. cry He was the sweetest person ever. I mean yeah people looked down upon him because of his Ticks (not the bug thing, but dissorder) but I saw past that, and helped him with his speech problem. I know that during 7th grade, he only had trouble with saying a few words, but other than that, he sounded like a normal person, without studdering much. But now all the work I did with him has gone down the drain, and gotten worse. I'm just so afraid that he is going to get soo bad that no one can help him. I remember talking to his mom, and how she was grateful for me, I was the only one to get to him and help him out with his speech. I miss that, she is soo nice. I remember calling her Mom. She is my 2nd Mom. No one can ever change that. I'm not going to listen to anyone telling me that I shouldn't call her that. She will always be in my heart. She didn't care that I wasn't her own child, but she treated me like I was one of her own. Going to like everything with her. I will never forget any of it..
Well, I've written soo much, and sorry if I have bored you to tears. Congrats to anyone who read all of it.
-Candie out-
What in the hell were they thinking about when they told Mr. Hall that he couldn't have his class (which he himself pays for, and takes his own free time to do) I don't blame him for quitting. And the thing that pisses me off is the fact that they aren't replacing any of the teachers leaving (Mr. Hall, Mr. Hoffman- retiring, and Mr. Peachy (sp?)- becoming Vice Principal) That is so gay. I feel bad for all the teachers that have to make up for the missing teachers.
Also another school matter that pisses me off, other than the no German thing, is the uniform thing. One year to straighten up. So we are going to have uniforms my senior year. I hope we get cute skirts (most likely they are going to be so hidious that I want to move just so I don't have to wear them) I know that I'm so going to making it shorter just to piss off the teachers. What in the hell are they thinking? We already have enough sexual harassment in this school! I mean like the guys flip up girls skirts (when they wear them) or look up them. This is just asking for trouble. Can't they EVER think about what hell they are going to put the girls through? Oh yeah, I forgot, the people in charge of this are guys, no wonder. Do they get a thrill out of seeing school girl outfits? Aww gross....I'm starting to make myself sick thinking like that.
I hope that Adam rots in hell. He is such an *sshole. I really don't care about how much trouble he is in with his mom. He deserves what ever is coming at him. Grr.
I <3 Bob to pieces. I really don't know what I would do without him. He is evil (=P) and sweet at the same time. Only God knows how much I love him.
Please save me! I have to go to girl's camp tomorrow and be a leader. But I really don't want to go! I guess that I really have no choice in the matter....but then again..I never did have a choice. ::mutters about how evil my mom is:: At least I get to hang out with my friends that are from different towns that I love to pieces. Mainly Tylee. And just so you know Tylee, I defended you all the way when Adam was dissing you. I am still mad about that. He was talking about breaking you in half, which made me angry and sad. But I was like, you even go near her and I'll break you. It really makes me sad to think about what all has happened lately. I remember when me, Adam, and Tylee were really close and joking around. It hurts me to know that he would be happy to see me dead basically, and Tylee too. I think that my relationship with Tylee is going down the drain too. Its gonna kill me when she moves. Just knowing that I'm losing one of my friends (or Sister from Trek) makes me really sad. She has helped me through a few problems, given me reasons not to do certain things, and I've in return have helped her out. I'm really am going to miss her.
Why are some of my friendships just not working? Like me and Dustin. We email each other every once in awhile, but we just don't talk the way we used to. I remember late night calls with him, and carefree hours spend on randomness. We used to finish off each others sentences, but now we have no clue on what each other is speaking about. He is one of my oldest friends. I don't want to lose him either. It hurts, because he is changing soo much, and I know that I protected him from everyone 6th and 7th grade. I just see him going downhill, and I'm not there for him, and he won't let me in for him. cry He was the sweetest person ever. I mean yeah people looked down upon him because of his Ticks (not the bug thing, but dissorder) but I saw past that, and helped him with his speech problem. I know that during 7th grade, he only had trouble with saying a few words, but other than that, he sounded like a normal person, without studdering much. But now all the work I did with him has gone down the drain, and gotten worse. I'm just so afraid that he is going to get soo bad that no one can help him. I remember talking to his mom, and how she was grateful for me, I was the only one to get to him and help him out with his speech. I miss that, she is soo nice. I remember calling her Mom. She is my 2nd Mom. No one can ever change that. I'm not going to listen to anyone telling me that I shouldn't call her that. She will always be in my heart. She didn't care that I wasn't her own child, but she treated me like I was one of her own. Going to like everything with her. I will never forget any of it..
Well, I've written soo much, and sorry if I have bored you to tears. Congrats to anyone who read all of it.
-Candie out-
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Ewww a girls camp? What's the sense of going to camp if there aren't going to be any hott guys... oh wait, you have a boyfriend. Why is it that you are always seeing one guy or another? Why can't you just be single and scoping out the guys? *le sigh* You'd be fun to chat about (and hit on) guys with... but you have a boyfriend... You always have a boyfriend!
As for your failing friendships, things and people change. You can't expect someone to stay the same forever. We all will eventually grow and move on and there's no preventing it. Just hold on to your relationships through all the rocky times and then when all this rough terrain has passed, you'll be blessed with a new kind of friendship. The new friendship is guaranteed to be ten times stronger and, deary, it doesn't get much better than that.
Well here's to hoping things start looking up for the two of us.
*holds up her glass of cherry koolaid for a toast*