Today, I think I heard my heart breaking. Or just something inside me snapping.
Imagine my luck. My friend's T and J invite me in on a conversation. Thats good. To be included with your friends is a great thing. NOT when J is continiously flirting with T every chance he gets. For 90% of the conversation I was just a third wheel. 'Round 3-4ish, J asks T out on a date, while I'm still on the phone.
You'd think people would do that when I'm not around. Supposedly J knows that I had liked him because in a nervous plight T had said something. This made him leave. T talks to me, while I keep a good face.
I never thought that'd happen to me... they just kept me around so they wouldn't feel awkward. She even tried convincing J to bring me along on their date. There is no amount of sanity that could bring me to do that. I don't care how good of a friend you are to me...
To think, another happiness blooms when one has just crushed. I guess this is what its like to be officially rejected. No one can compare to miss T, no way, no how, no can do. I've always wished I could be like her...she's interesting.
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As I have said before, if it is meant to be, it will be. If not, then you'll find better. Just keep looking, no worries. Oh, and make better friends because if they knew you liked him then they wouldn't have been acting like that with you right along beside them or whatnot. confused