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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
Finally released in a totally unabridged format.


Today, I think I heard my heart breaking. Or just something inside me snapping.

Imagine my luck. My friend's T and J invite me in on a conversation. Thats good. To be included with your friends is a great thing. NOT when J is continiously flirting with T every chance he gets. For 90% of the conversation I was just a third wheel. 'Round 3-4ish, J asks T out on a date, while I'm still on the phone.

You'd think people would do that when I'm not around. Supposedly J knows that I had liked him because in a nervous plight T had said something. This made him leave. T talks to me, while I keep a good face.

I never thought that'd happen to me... they just kept me around so they wouldn't feel awkward. She even tried convincing J to bring me along on their date. There is no amount of sanity that could bring me to do that. I don't care how good of a friend you are to me...

To think, another happiness blooms when one has just crushed. I guess this is what its like to be officially rejected. No one can compare to miss T, no way, no how, no can do. I've always wished I could be like her...she's interesting.







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commentCommented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 05:14pm
Aw, sorry Tina sad

As I have said before, if it is meant to be, it will be. If not, then you'll find better. Just keep looking, no worries. Oh, and make better friends because if they knew you liked him then they wouldn't have been acting like that with you right along beside them or whatnot. confused


commentCommented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:13pm
The whole reason for the conversation was for me to get closer to him, him getting closer to me type thing. Or so they say. I'm not sure what to believe. But from what she says, I believe her somewhat.

I'm just as confused, probably a little more hurt than I should be. All I can do is be the doting friend that keeps on a happy face.



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commentCommented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:21pm
As I like to quote, "Nothing is perfect, if it was, there wouldn't be a heaven." Things will get better.


commentCommented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:26pm
Hopefully, I'm really getting tired of this.



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commentCommented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:55pm
Hopefully? No, no. It'll happen. Stop thinking so negatively.


commentCommented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:57pm
Kinda hard when negative things are commonplace.



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commentCommented on: Thu Jun 23, 2005 @ 01:30am
Well, if you're smart, you'll know that you can overcome that negativity.


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