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"This emotion I'm feeling now, this is love, right?" "I don't know. Is it a longing? Is it a giddy stupid happiness just because you're with me?" "Yes," she said. "That's influenza," said Miro. "Watch for nausea or diarrhea within a few hours." Children of the Mind
Today really began yesterday night. I was deeply agitated with the fact that I couldn't talk to Tyler, and there was so much I wanted to say...it got bottled up inside. I never realized how much it could effect my sleeping patterns. The past four days have been horrible, sleep-wise, with last night being the worst. I turned in my bed, moved my pillows around, tried pretending I was asleep so I could relax enough to get there, but it wasn't helping. I noticed that facing my window was just..wrong..my body didn't like it, so I flipped to the other side, facing what is usually the sunrise. I think I got an hour of sleep, when I woke up again, like..wide awake..and just got agitated and noticed my gerbils where up making INSANE amounts of noise too. I put them in the hallway, wandered around the house, got a glass of water, and sat on the couch and looked out the window. It didn't take me long to notice something else that contributed to my sleeplessness. That stupid MOON. It was BRIGHT as heck and shinning big in the tree. I finished my water, glared at it, and walked back to my room, hopped in bed and decided...heck..I won't let you win. I got about two and a half more hours sleep, and then the alarm went off. Again, I got ready, but this time, I didn't have to change...it was Pajama day. heart blaugh I love my sweats. Anywhoo, I was warm, satisfied, and praying that today would go well ( definition being: I get to talk to Tyler for more than 5 minutes) and that school would go by quickly. Things got off on a good foot. I had this question..where the heck did the word Pajama come from anyways? surprised So I did a bit of internet browsing, and I found this. lol.
Quote: Etymology: Hindi pAjAma, from Persian pA leg + jAma garment
Crazyness. domokun
Random Image ^ haha. Mt. Saint Helens! Bwa haha...
stare First Period, BORING. Nothing to say but that. OH WAIT, that was when I learned about our Yellowcard prize thing. AAAAGGGHH..so excited about it..so long it's true and will really happen. heart biggrin biggrin blaugh
Second Period: English-BORING. We went over reading and stuff, which I forgot to do, and went over our letters to people who don't exist. LAME.
Third Period: Math-We worked in our groups, I can't stand that freshman girl, and the guy infront of me is so..boring. I get so sleepy in there, I struggle to keep my eyes on the teacher when she talks, even though she has this creepy way of opening her eyes all big and frog-like, and staring us down as if we where about to steal something under her nose. It also reminds me of Dobby that house elf thing from Harry Potter..well..her eyes do anyways..they are like..big..creepy..blue..agh...*is afraid* enough about math...I hate math..Tyler....blah..you are good at it. whee
Fourth Period: That was World Religion, we wrote..stuff, and turned in our essays. I am nervous about what he is gonna say about it, he spend 15 minutes going over these papers..agh..each one..I think I spent that much time writing it. sweatdrop ok, a lil more...but still..that sort of analysis is making me NEEEEERRRVOOOUS.
Fifth Period: Photography-I just helped my friend develop some film. They came out sorta weird. I can't find my own film. xp
Sixth Period: Spanish Immersion-I did a presentation with my friend Pam in spanish. I was the reporter, and she was the victim of a destroyed civilization. I did pretty good. I'm not scared to do presentations anymore. Then we went over some verbs, and...blah..boring. Maybe I can get a certain someone to do my hw for me..heh... ninja
Seventh Period: Biology-UUUGHH...HATE THIS CLASS..boringness times a billion trillion. We did a lab, sticking helophobic or something like that bacteria in test tubes. Fun..right? NAH, not really!
Agh, the bell rang and I was OUT. My mom came late though, so that bugged me. Got home, ate food..ooh..ice cream. eek heart And worked on hw, and waited for Tyler to get online. It didn't take long, thank god, and the rest of my day was fantastic, except for the fact I was a jerk at one point..or many, I dunno..but I vow to improve on that evilness. I love him too much to ever make him feel bad, even a bit. It's not right, and I won't do it again. 3nodding I missed his smile, to see him laugh....haha..and again..he put me in a spot...agh..and memories..ooh..I got GOOD one's. whee heart blaugh biggrin he's so good to me, that..man. whee whee *listens to Slow Hands-Interpol*
I need another Muse song, as tradition calls..and a few quotes or somethin'..
Sing For Absolution Lips are turning blue A kiss that can't renew I only dream of you My beautiful
Tiptoe to your room A starlight in the gloom I only dream of you And you never knew
Sing for absolution I will be singing And falling from your grace
There's nowhere left to hide In no one to confide The truth runs deep inside And will never die
Lips are turning blue A kiss that can't renew I only dream of you My beautiful
Sing for absolution I will be singing And falling from grace
I won't remain unrectified And our souls won't be exhumed
Hmm..this too..
Quote: Never give in--never, never, never, never, in nothing great or small, large or petty, never give in except to convictions of honour and good sense. Never yield to force; never yield to the apparently overwhelming might of the enemy. Sir Winston Churchill, Speech, 1941, Harrow School That guy was so wise....I read a few of his quotes eveyr now and then to remember how good leader's oughta sound and oughta be. Then I was thinking about how we learn, and I remembered a quote in a favorite book of mine, and I found the rest of it. Everyone should read Enders Game, by Orson Scott Card. 3nodding
Quote: "I am your enemy, the first one you've ever had who was smarter than you. There is no teacher but the enemy. No one but the enemy will ever tell you what the enemy is going to do. No one but the enemy will ever teach you how to destroy and conquer. Only the enemy shows you where you are weak. Only the enemy tells you where he is strong. And the rules of the game are what you can do to him and what you can stop him from doing to you. I am your enemy from now on. From now on, I am your teacher." Ender's Game
And on political stuff, since I can't help myself...and you..TAKE A LOOK AT THESE ARTICLES!-----> http://www.ornery.org/essays/warwatch/2004-10-17-1.html
Oh yeah, and because I randomly remembered this stuff, and wished like crazy I coulda seen it, I have to rely on this footage of a meteor that passed through Seattle skies a while ago. Bwah ha..it's crazy.. xd Meteor Thingy 1 Meteor thingy 2
Mmmm..I'm done..now..haha..this took me forever. sweatdrop Good night, and goood Morning..and..whatever.. smile
TheTyro · Tue Oct 26, 2004 @ 05:30am · 2 Comments |
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