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**holds head**

I am getting tired of this... I kno someone who is being flamed just resently very resent and the person who is flameing her is a very close friend of mine. So when a problem occurs id like everything to be peaceful. But it is also irritating when ppl come and start talking about their problems to me when i really do not wish to hear it but indure it. Some friends i can tolerate it, or there is where i wish to hear it because i can not face that they are miserable. I have a heart even tho some people say i do not. I would like to know another problem to solve it even tho i have to place it ontop of myshoulders to deal with it. I am tired of ppl who tell me over and over about there problems or when they are in torble with something all the time but when i see somthing wrong and i ask the tell me off. I am a socluded person but i tell things to others that id rather not tell but i do its a human thing i guess, i like to make peace. Even tho i do make some matters worse I truly am sry but i am human i make mistakes and s**t happens. sad I try my best to be nice i am sry if i make other ppls life worse then they already are. I wish for my friends and ppl that i know to be nice to one another, ******** im pouring out my heart here cry but then again who would care . This is al so very irritating to be like this to deal with others and i wish to help so would u ******** ppl pull out the stick that is lodged up ur a** and open up I do not understand why everyone is so scared of one another, Sure we get hurt its part of life. Thats how we live, were born, live a miserable life and die horrably. I am all so tired of faceing ppl who apperently can not think with out being told to. Or thos who are able to not judge of appernsis.... its tireing... i'll just dig myself a grave and die ********.

twisted Lilith twisted