Well, today I started my journal...this is my place, where no one but like...Bekka can find me. I am so worried about Ethan and Brent right now. Brent wants to marry this girl Tash but he doesn't know her, she lives in friggin' Wales. Half-way across the globe = very no... I am so sad. Next year I am a senior and if I fail any of my classes then I don't graduate. I am super scared but anxious to get it over with. I wanna cry, that last part was just something to get my mind off of Ethan and Brent. Ethan knows I love him and he knows I care, but he still loves beth and I can't be Beth. She's my best friend. I can't hate her. I can however, hate Tash 'cause technically I don't know her. But bcak to Ethan, I know he cuts to kill the pain but, I don't want him to anymore and I want to stop him and I hate the fact that he thinks that it's the only way. It's not the only way Ethan! I love you and want you to stop hurting yourself. domokun < Domo chan reminds me of Bekka saying like , "nya-nya or me and Beth doing our Chomp Chomp teeth thing... Sidetrack to avoid sadness I guess... BTW I'm naked right now!!! @_@
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