Well, today was fun-ish? I guess. If you read livejournal, you'll find out about my day but here, like i said before, this is the place in which my feeling shall ride... But anyway, you probably have readi it (or not depending on the "you" in question) But if you have let me begin from my last stopping point... Well, I really wanted to have Ethan. I wanted to be selfish just this once. But... I couldn't I wasn't gonna let that happen and I feel so dumb! Why does this always happen to me? I mean this ALWAYS happens. But I am glad that they found each other again. I mean I guess it kinda is my fault... LOL I need help. I really wanna tell Ethan the truth but I can't I am WAY too scared. I feel like I wanna die but I can't and I won't I wish I could just get over him. Now I kinda know what he and Brent have been going through this whole time. I really wanted to tell everyone that Beth and Ethan getting back together was going to break my heart but I never and I repeat never want anyone to worry about me or ever see me cry that would just suck a**. LOL anyway I'll write more later I guess. Love you all and... this is the end! (Bad Rapheal quote I know) Bad me baaaadddd me!!! *Smacks Head*
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