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I wish I had no free will. To think, to dream, to will. For my personality is weak and I am too small to fight against the forces of this world, and most frightingly, the forces within my own soul. I wish someone would take me and rid me of this independence and usher me into servitude. I want to be a slave to no mere man however - cowardly impotent man - men who are but men in name. This is why I fiercely guard my independence and advocate liberty for all for who wants to be ruled over by inferior beings? Most men are boys, most women are but school girls and so I cannot be a slave of any one human (and children? they are the only beings true to their nature yet they too cannot master me).

I want to be a slave to the most superior being, someone who I have never found on this whole wide world. I wish to be a slave to a superior being, cruel malicious perhaps but kind to me, a person who would protect me from all the world. For Free will ruins all good things, all kind things, for it crushes own's spirit and drowns own soul. Free will, when it run amok, leaves individuals adrift pining for something they know not, leaving them rootless - a curse only worthy of the Devil. Free will destroys the spirit of community and curses humans with individuality at the price of happiness and ignorance. They say ignorance is bliss, because knowledge is a curse like free will is a curse, for you have no one to blame but yourself, only yourself, only yourself.

Ths is why people cry to their churches and temples, and in their prayers, "Let me be a slave of a worthy being, let me be your slave and no one else, my Dark Lord!"