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Away from her...
I don’t know what to do with my life! It drives me out of my mind. I heard Ash and Al on the lobby one day, I hid on the school garden, audible for me to hear them talking.
As I hear it, they’re talking about me. Al was asking Ash if she loved me. Actually, that interests me a-lot. You know that I have a secret crush on my band mate years from now. I’m just coward to tell her the truth, and besides I know that she loved someone.
I feel conscience in my mind to stay away and forget what they are talking about. I heard Ash say that I’m a good friend and she loved me as a friend and not more than that.
I don’t know why I was suddenly paralyzed. I walk up in the left side of the corridor. I came to approach them and stop the topic that they are up to. Why? That is because; I’m disappointed of continuing to love her, without her loving me.
“Action speaks louder than words.” But I guess, Ashley was too busy to look at me and discover what I’m trying to say.
I wrote a song dedicated to her, she sung it repeatedly, but she didn’t get it.
I guess I should stop my forbidden fantasies and look into the reality. She love Ice, and I’m just his band mate. But she didn’t know… I cared for her more than he did… im happy im a member of gaia..
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