Ok... There are no serious emoticons here. I've just noticed that. =.= ;
N-e-way...
The walls have sprung back up. I reeeaaallly don't know who to trust anymore. I HAVE SERIOUS TRUST ISSUES. *cries* That was slightly random...
Most of the day, I kept thinking, "He told... Who else would...?" Grr... I'm so horrible. I think I'll start at the beginning-ish...
When I lived in Korea about... six or so years ago, I was a total crybaby... Like hardcore crying, at least everyday. sweatdrop I'd cry to get out of origami-making in Culture class or something... Then I got to read folktales... *ponders* That was fun... Um, yeah...! Back on topic. I had this 'friend' Heather (And yes, I remember. I always remember people who betray me in any way. mad )... And there was this dude I really liked... And I told her because she was my 'best friend' and I trusted her completly. She also promised she wouldn't tell. The last day of school for me (I was moving to Texas) I wanted to tell that guy. But, turns out he already knew. Hooow? Heather told him. Sure, it seems like something you wouldn't be worked up about... But I cried... Like REALLY cried, not fake crying to get out of folding-paper so I could read, but really cried... I think it hurt alot... I'm not sure, it was awhile ago. sweatdrop But I promised myself that I'd never ever ever cry at school or in front of anyone again.
And I didn't. Not even when I moved away from my supposed 'friends'. Kinda harsh, I guess... 'Specially since it was just a... Promise... *siiigh* I'll get more into 'promises' after this. I moved to Texas... Oh~! 'Twas in 4th grade. 3nodding N-e-way, I moved, and the first day, this girl Megan was my friend. She looked JUST like me, we weighed the same, the same height (Ok... I'll admit she was a little taller... <__<; ) and had the same shoe size 'n everything~ It was awesome. ^^ We became best friends right there 'n then. I though I could actually trust someone again. But in 5th grade, she 'dumped' me, you could say, for another new girl. Her name was Sasha Swartz. Horrible horrible little girl she was and I'm sure still is.
But that's when I met Mackenzie Luna. She was new, and followed me every where. See, in 5th grade, I hung out with the 'popular people'. I guess you could say I was the 'center' of them all. So having this weird little new girl following me around annoyed me alot, and my other 'friends' (For I don't think they were real... sweatdrop ) too. But I started talking to her alot, and hanging out with her more and the others less. It was fun... And I hated anyone else hanging out with her when I wasn't there. Very clingy, I guess I was, thinking that she'd always be with me and I wouldn't be alone. I'd always think, "She's MY best friend, meanie! Go away!" Heehee... ^^; So silly.
We went through so much, and she knew everything about me, when I was sad, mad, happy, etc; and I knew everything about her, too. Ok, I won't lie in saying that I'm not crying right now. But you didn't hear it from me. <_< >_> N-e-way, we were pretty much stuck to each other like glue, and I was kinda thrown into the 'Middle Class' or something. xD; Just normal... It was awesome. cool
During the summer before 6th grade, we were obsessing over Inuyasha (Or Inu Yasha, whatever. xD) and we's stay up late on MSN watching the movies and episodes on Adult Swim... Which we weren't aloud to watch, but you know... ^^;
6th grade rolled along, and it was interesting... Megan had dumped Sasha for ANOTHER group of new people. Ashley Valejos and Asia Hagans. I'll tell ya a bit about those guys.
Ashley/Ryu :: She's the smarter-than-you know-it-all, and is always sarcastic. She's got the glasses 'n everything. What you'd call a 'nerd' if you were a stuck up b*tch. sweatdrop You could TELL she disliked Megan SOOOO much, and as Mackenzie and I walked by them sometimes, I just had to laugh when she'd roll her eyes at her. And for some reason, she's told me that she 'stalked' me in 6th grade. She still remembers my classes, that crazy Shika-lover. xD
Asia/Shiruba :: The quiet, nice, innocent girl that would help you with anything. She's the one you'd see in class pictures and go, "Her...? *looks to name list* Oh! Her! She's so nice and quiet!" ^^; Yeah... Her and Ashley stuck together like me and Mackenzie, even though they were new. Glasses, and that aura that screams, "Come talk to me~! I might be abit shy, but I'll be your friend~! :3"
Heehee, she was the one that tried to be nice to Megan, even if she annoyed EVERYONE in the school.
Well, Mackenzie and I took on this other new person named Emily. I still remember how I met her, and I laugh at myself. xD
We had the same science class, and as we lined up on the first day of school, I saw her and the first thing I thought was, "Wooow! She looks Gothic! *wide, sparkly eyes, runs over to her*" Emily was the weird - yet awesome - kind of girl. Like, she had so many quirks that you'd just stare with wide eyes if you didn't know her. She wrote differently from everyone else, dressed differently, and had the Shikamaru-ish kinda personality. You know, uber laid back 'n stuff. She was so cool. xD I kinda looked up to her, I guess...
So yup, I introduced her to Mackenzie, and we were uber best friends for... That one year. Emily moved away before 7th grade. And by then, I was just like, "Noooo! *cling* I lubbles you!" But I go over it... 'Coz I didn't know her as well as Mackenzie... Um... ^^; I'm going to re-wind abit to like the close-to-end-of-the-year.
Ashley and Asia had finally dumped Megan. xDDDDD They started hanging out with us more... But doesn't it sound funny when I say 'dumped'. @___@? I think it does.
Um, yeah~
But in Texas History, one fine 6th grade day, this guy was telling us, "Naruto rocks!! He's so coool!! *shoves picture of Naruto in our faces*" We just looked at him like, "O.o Is that a CAT? He has WHISKERS!" We laughed... While he told us to watch Naruto. But we didn't. 3nodding Until I went to my not-so-close friend's B-day party, and she got a Naruto Wall Scroll as a present. So I thought, "Naruto... My friends are watching it, so I guess I should..." And I did. The first episode I watched was... The with Sasuke vs. Orochimaru. I showed it to Mackenzie, too...
And I will admit that it is my fault she is STILL obsessed with Sasuke.
She saw him all cool-avenger-ing and fell into year-obsessing desease. *sweatdrop*
While I, on the other hand, saw NEJI HYUUGA. I fell for him like she fell for Sasuke. xD
So for the whole summer, we'd IM about Naruto, learning everything there is to learn...
When we got back to school, 7th grade, we showed Ashley and Asia. I'm proud to say I was the one who not only got them into a huge Narutard thing, but into a OMG-did-you-just-say-that-EWWWW-PERVERT mode-thing. I converted them like a vampire. :F
But that was only 'coz I got all perverted from ready SasuSaku fanfiction. sweatdrop
Oooh~! You must be wondering, "How did you find out about Deidara?! Who could EVER be as awesome as to be your favorite character if not he?" Well, kind person, my favorite character was Sakura. I was all, "OMG! She's so cool! I wanna be her!" ^^; Yup. I'll put down my whole-bishie cycle here -
1) Hyuuga Neji (Thus, my E-MAIL. nejihyuga1993@hotmail.com )
2) Uzumaki Naruto
3 Jiraiya (Yup. o.O I liked him for a short period of time. I even got Ashley to find out how to spell his name right for me. sweatdrop At least I know now... <__<; )
4) Uzumaki Naruto
5) Hatake Kakashi
6) Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto
7) Sasori
cool DEIDARA
Yup-yes. #6 is why my quizilla name is StuckBetweenUhihaUzumaki. xD;;
I even remember how I came up with being Sasuke's sister, too... I'll tell you later, if you remind me. I'll even let you read it, too... Maybe.
Ok! Back on track! How I started loving SasuSaku is becuase of the episode with Sasuke leaving Konoha. 3nodding . . . *shrugs* I'm sure someone's kinda hating the thought of that pairing right know... sweatdrop I'm sorry. xD;;; I'll stop talking about that.
Well, that's how I got into writing Fanfiction. I wanted to re-write that episode from Sakura's POV. And I did. That was my first Fanfiction ever. ^______^
Mackenzie and I talked about how cool it would be to re-write all the episodes... Then we started putting ourselfs in it. xD Thus, the creation of "My Writing Binder Thingy"... I didn't know what to call it, ok?! xD;
Yup. ^^ We became closer and closer because of Naruto... That's one of the reasons I love Naruto so much. It leads me to such great and true friends~!
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Ok, I'll stop annoying you with my memories.
Jiraiya-sama...
I'm so close to deleting you from my friend list and setting all my journals to 'Friends Only'. You said I talk about Raito-kun all the time, and even said, "You like him; you say it all the time in your journal!" He was right there, dude. RIGHT BESIDE YOU. I felt like I was going to ALMOST cry, but of course I didn't. *is proud of self*
You do know that that's the SECOND time YOOOU - YOOOU MY FRIEND - have made me cry/want to cry. Why? Why is it you that knows somehow what make me want to burst out crying?! It's not fair. mad It makes me mad. You know how to make all those bad memories blow up in my head.
Oh! That reminds me... I want to say how I found out about Sasori and Deidara. ^___^ I actually found out about them in these Fanfictions on Quizilla!.
http://www.quizilla.com/users/IcyRhapsody/quizzes/
3nodding I didn't know who they were... But I read it anyway~! Made me feel all tingly inside reading about this 'Deidara'. ^____^ And that's where it all began... *dreamy sigh* Still love him. Always will, too. As I've said before, "Deidara's symbolic!" I wasn't kidding at all. ^^ He is to me~ And I'll love him forever, just like I'll love my friends forever!
This is getting to long... So I'll type up all the bad stuff later... Like my friends blowing up and falling apart... I don't want to bother anyone. xD Actually, I guess I won't type that... I'll cry randomly at school, possiblly, but I won't burden ya'll with my past and problems.
Now... JIRAIYA-SAMA. I HOPW YOU'RE READING THIS. I'll be honest and say I don't trust you that much. AT ALL, actually. D: You know, I always look people in the eyes when I talk to them. Now I can't look in Raito-kun's eyes without blushing and cursing you silently in my head. =.= ; Darn you.
Gah! I'm so over reacting, aren't I?! *runs in circles* I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY.
LOVE YOU MUCH-LY. heart
Hope I didn't kill your eyes. xD
N-e-way...
The walls have sprung back up. I reeeaaallly don't know who to trust anymore. I HAVE SERIOUS TRUST ISSUES. *cries* That was slightly random...
Most of the day, I kept thinking, "He told... Who else would...?" Grr... I'm so horrible. I think I'll start at the beginning-ish...
When I lived in Korea about... six or so years ago, I was a total crybaby... Like hardcore crying, at least everyday. sweatdrop I'd cry to get out of origami-making in Culture class or something... Then I got to read folktales... *ponders* That was fun... Um, yeah...! Back on topic. I had this 'friend' Heather (And yes, I remember. I always remember people who betray me in any way. mad )... And there was this dude I really liked... And I told her because she was my 'best friend' and I trusted her completly. She also promised she wouldn't tell. The last day of school for me (I was moving to Texas) I wanted to tell that guy. But, turns out he already knew. Hooow? Heather told him. Sure, it seems like something you wouldn't be worked up about... But I cried... Like REALLY cried, not fake crying to get out of folding-paper so I could read, but really cried... I think it hurt alot... I'm not sure, it was awhile ago. sweatdrop But I promised myself that I'd never ever ever cry at school or in front of anyone again.
And I didn't. Not even when I moved away from my supposed 'friends'. Kinda harsh, I guess... 'Specially since it was just a... Promise... *siiigh* I'll get more into 'promises' after this. I moved to Texas... Oh~! 'Twas in 4th grade. 3nodding N-e-way, I moved, and the first day, this girl Megan was my friend. She looked JUST like me, we weighed the same, the same height (Ok... I'll admit she was a little taller... <__<; ) and had the same shoe size 'n everything~ It was awesome. ^^ We became best friends right there 'n then. I though I could actually trust someone again. But in 5th grade, she 'dumped' me, you could say, for another new girl. Her name was Sasha Swartz. Horrible horrible little girl she was and I'm sure still is.
But that's when I met Mackenzie Luna. She was new, and followed me every where. See, in 5th grade, I hung out with the 'popular people'. I guess you could say I was the 'center' of them all. So having this weird little new girl following me around annoyed me alot, and my other 'friends' (For I don't think they were real... sweatdrop ) too. But I started talking to her alot, and hanging out with her more and the others less. It was fun... And I hated anyone else hanging out with her when I wasn't there. Very clingy, I guess I was, thinking that she'd always be with me and I wouldn't be alone. I'd always think, "She's MY best friend, meanie! Go away!" Heehee... ^^; So silly.
We went through so much, and she knew everything about me, when I was sad, mad, happy, etc; and I knew everything about her, too. Ok, I won't lie in saying that I'm not crying right now. But you didn't hear it from me. <_< >_> N-e-way, we were pretty much stuck to each other like glue, and I was kinda thrown into the 'Middle Class' or something. xD; Just normal... It was awesome. cool
During the summer before 6th grade, we were obsessing over Inuyasha (Or Inu Yasha, whatever. xD) and we's stay up late on MSN watching the movies and episodes on Adult Swim... Which we weren't aloud to watch, but you know... ^^;
6th grade rolled along, and it was interesting... Megan had dumped Sasha for ANOTHER group of new people. Ashley Valejos and Asia Hagans. I'll tell ya a bit about those guys.
Ashley/Ryu :: She's the smarter-than-you know-it-all, and is always sarcastic. She's got the glasses 'n everything. What you'd call a 'nerd' if you were a stuck up b*tch. sweatdrop You could TELL she disliked Megan SOOOO much, and as Mackenzie and I walked by them sometimes, I just had to laugh when she'd roll her eyes at her. And for some reason, she's told me that she 'stalked' me in 6th grade. She still remembers my classes, that crazy Shika-lover. xD
Asia/Shiruba :: The quiet, nice, innocent girl that would help you with anything. She's the one you'd see in class pictures and go, "Her...? *looks to name list* Oh! Her! She's so nice and quiet!" ^^; Yeah... Her and Ashley stuck together like me and Mackenzie, even though they were new. Glasses, and that aura that screams, "Come talk to me~! I might be abit shy, but I'll be your friend~! :3"
Heehee, she was the one that tried to be nice to Megan, even if she annoyed EVERYONE in the school.
Well, Mackenzie and I took on this other new person named Emily. I still remember how I met her, and I laugh at myself. xD
We had the same science class, and as we lined up on the first day of school, I saw her and the first thing I thought was, "Wooow! She looks Gothic! *wide, sparkly eyes, runs over to her*" Emily was the weird - yet awesome - kind of girl. Like, she had so many quirks that you'd just stare with wide eyes if you didn't know her. She wrote differently from everyone else, dressed differently, and had the Shikamaru-ish kinda personality. You know, uber laid back 'n stuff. She was so cool. xD I kinda looked up to her, I guess...
So yup, I introduced her to Mackenzie, and we were uber best friends for... That one year. Emily moved away before 7th grade. And by then, I was just like, "Noooo! *cling* I lubbles you!" But I go over it... 'Coz I didn't know her as well as Mackenzie... Um... ^^; I'm going to re-wind abit to like the close-to-end-of-the-year.
Ashley and Asia had finally dumped Megan. xDDDDD They started hanging out with us more... But doesn't it sound funny when I say 'dumped'. @___@? I think it does.
Um, yeah~
But in Texas History, one fine 6th grade day, this guy was telling us, "Naruto rocks!! He's so coool!! *shoves picture of Naruto in our faces*" We just looked at him like, "O.o Is that a CAT? He has WHISKERS!" We laughed... While he told us to watch Naruto. But we didn't. 3nodding Until I went to my not-so-close friend's B-day party, and she got a Naruto Wall Scroll as a present. So I thought, "Naruto... My friends are watching it, so I guess I should..." And I did. The first episode I watched was... The with Sasuke vs. Orochimaru. I showed it to Mackenzie, too...
And I will admit that it is my fault she is STILL obsessed with Sasuke.
She saw him all cool-avenger-ing and fell into year-obsessing desease. *sweatdrop*
While I, on the other hand, saw NEJI HYUUGA. I fell for him like she fell for Sasuke. xD
So for the whole summer, we'd IM about Naruto, learning everything there is to learn...
When we got back to school, 7th grade, we showed Ashley and Asia. I'm proud to say I was the one who not only got them into a huge Narutard thing, but into a OMG-did-you-just-say-that-EWWWW-PERVERT mode-thing. I converted them like a vampire. :F
But that was only 'coz I got all perverted from ready SasuSaku fanfiction. sweatdrop
Oooh~! You must be wondering, "How did you find out about Deidara?! Who could EVER be as awesome as to be your favorite character if not he?" Well, kind person, my favorite character was Sakura. I was all, "OMG! She's so cool! I wanna be her!" ^^; Yup. I'll put down my whole-bishie cycle here -
1) Hyuuga Neji (Thus, my E-MAIL. nejihyuga1993@hotmail.com )
2) Uzumaki Naruto
3 Jiraiya (Yup. o.O I liked him for a short period of time. I even got Ashley to find out how to spell his name right for me. sweatdrop At least I know now... <__<; )
4) Uzumaki Naruto
5) Hatake Kakashi
6) Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto
7) Sasori
cool DEIDARA
Yup-yes. #6 is why my quizilla name is StuckBetweenUhihaUzumaki. xD;;
I even remember how I came up with being Sasuke's sister, too... I'll tell you later, if you remind me. I'll even let you read it, too... Maybe.
Ok! Back on track! How I started loving SasuSaku is becuase of the episode with Sasuke leaving Konoha. 3nodding . . . *shrugs* I'm sure someone's kinda hating the thought of that pairing right know... sweatdrop I'm sorry. xD;;; I'll stop talking about that.
Well, that's how I got into writing Fanfiction. I wanted to re-write that episode from Sakura's POV. And I did. That was my first Fanfiction ever. ^______^
Mackenzie and I talked about how cool it would be to re-write all the episodes... Then we started putting ourselfs in it. xD Thus, the creation of "My Writing Binder Thingy"... I didn't know what to call it, ok?! xD;
Yup. ^^ We became closer and closer because of Naruto... That's one of the reasons I love Naruto so much. It leads me to such great and true friends~!
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Ok, I'll stop annoying you with my memories.
Jiraiya-sama...
I'm so close to deleting you from my friend list and setting all my journals to 'Friends Only'. You said I talk about Raito-kun all the time, and even said, "You like him; you say it all the time in your journal!" He was right there, dude. RIGHT BESIDE YOU. I felt like I was going to ALMOST cry, but of course I didn't. *is proud of self*
You do know that that's the SECOND time YOOOU - YOOOU MY FRIEND - have made me cry/want to cry. Why? Why is it you that knows somehow what make me want to burst out crying?! It's not fair. mad It makes me mad. You know how to make all those bad memories blow up in my head.
Oh! That reminds me... I want to say how I found out about Sasori and Deidara. ^___^ I actually found out about them in these Fanfictions on Quizilla!.
http://www.quizilla.com/users/IcyRhapsody/quizzes/
3nodding I didn't know who they were... But I read it anyway~! Made me feel all tingly inside reading about this 'Deidara'. ^____^ And that's where it all began... *dreamy sigh* Still love him. Always will, too. As I've said before, "Deidara's symbolic!" I wasn't kidding at all. ^^ He is to me~ And I'll love him forever, just like I'll love my friends forever!
This is getting to long... So I'll type up all the bad stuff later... Like my friends blowing up and falling apart... I don't want to bother anyone. xD Actually, I guess I won't type that... I'll cry randomly at school, possiblly, but I won't burden ya'll with my past and problems.
Now... JIRAIYA-SAMA. I HOPW YOU'RE READING THIS. I'll be honest and say I don't trust you that much. AT ALL, actually. D: You know, I always look people in the eyes when I talk to them. Now I can't look in Raito-kun's eyes without blushing and cursing you silently in my head. =.= ; Darn you.
Gah! I'm so over reacting, aren't I?! *runs in circles* I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY.
LOVE YOU MUCH-LY. heart
Hope I didn't kill your eyes. xD
